Happy Ending? // Ethan

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Happy Endings?

There are no happy endings

Endings are the saddest part

So give me a happy middle 

and a very happy start...

"And maybe we'll grow old together, love each other endlessly have a happy life, and maybe I won't stop loving you." Ethan spoke softly into my ear whilst sitting on the couch.

He stood up off the couch and I feel cold from where his hands used to touch mine.

"Y/N I love you, and I don't plan on stopping any time soon, you drive me crazy, but a good crazy."

Tears form in my eyes, happy tears of course.

I jump up into Ethan's arms and he carries me and spins me around.

I whisper in his ear "I love you to and I don't plan on stopping either."

You might think why are they confessing their love like this, just say I love you don't be all cheesy, well here's the story of how we got here.

"ETHAN HOW COULD YOU WHY WOULD YOU CHOOSE HER OVER ME, YOU KNOW SHE'S NOT A FRIEND TO YOU SHE JUST WANTS TO GET IN YOUR PANTS!"

"Y/N SHE DOESN'T SHE'S A FRIEND WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO JUDGEMENTAL OF ALL MY FRIENDS WHO ARE GIRLS THERE'S NO NEED TO BE JEALOUS!"

"GOD ETHAN I'M NOT JEALOUS I JUST WANT YOU TO REALISE THESE 'FRIENDS' ARE NOT REAL FRIENDS THEY EITHER WANT YOU FOR FAME OR FOR MONEY OR THEY WANT TO GET IN YOUR PANTS DON'T YOU SEE IT IM LOOKING OUT FOR YOU"

"NO YOU'RE BEING JEALOUS GOD I'm done with this argument."

And with that Ethan slammed the door which caused me to jump.

I slid down the wall and cried into my knees.

I stay like this for several hours until I'm unable to breath, unable to move anything.

Like any normal couple we have our disputes but they usually end in one of us saying sorry then we kiss and make up. But not this time somethings different and I don't know what it is.

I just miss him, I need him, I want him.

I love him.

I haven't actually told him I love him yet, however he's said it to me... maybe this is what sparked it, he wanted to feel loved cared for or just acknowledged.

UGH THIS IS ALL MY FAULT WHY CAN'T I STOP BEING A CHICKEN AND JUST TELL HIM I LOVE HIM.

Ethan's POV

I just wanted her to say those 3 words back, it took everything in me to say those words, I never realised how hard it would be.

She didn't say it back. My heart broke, all she did was smile at my comment.

A smile. That's it, that's all I got. I just wanted some validation of her love. I needed to feel acknowledged I wanted my feelings to be cared for.

But now I've really gone and fucked it up, I yelled at her, I shouldn'thave it was out of character, something I did in pure anger. I was mad, at her? Well I don't know, more at myself for not being able to tell her how I feel then everything sort of pushed me over the edge.

She was telling me about my friends saying they were bad influences and are using me, I know they are believe me but sometimes they make me feel more wanted then she makes me feel.

But yet I still love her even though she won't say those 3 words back.

Y/N POV

"I'm going to tell him, I have to tell him, no I need to tell him." I say to myself whilst I'm pacing up and down the hallway.

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