A/N: i probably failed my exams and i feel upset
play soraru's metronome as you read <3
soraru's p.o.v.
I lay in bed, feeling demotivated as usual.
I toss and turn, the blanket going places until it finally falls off the bed. I sat up.
I feel upset at everything, wait no. Actually, I feel upset about myself.
I'm just so lazy. I always use up my time in doing something dumb rather than do my work and update on more events.
I hit myself on the arms, chest, and legs.
I find every part of me utterly disgusting.
I feel tears forming in my eyes, and I huff and lie down again.
You're so useless, I scolded myself. If anyone saw you like this, they would laugh at you and call you a lazy dumbass.
I furrowed my eyebrows together and buried myself more into my pillow.
I suddenly hear three knocks on my door, "Soraru-san~? It's Mafumafu!"
Oh look, he came here to laugh at you, too.
"Shut up." I growled at myself.
"Soraru-san~?" He calls once more.
"Go away." I called out, covering myself in more pillows.
I hear him yelp, "That's not how you should treat your visitor! Ah, found it~"
I suddenly hear the lock turning, and I groaned. Not now, please not now not now not now-
"So-ra-run! I found the spare keys on top of your doorframe and-" I could hear his smile drop. "Soraru-san?"
I feel tears forming up once more, and I sniffed. I hide my face further into my pillow, trying not to be seen crying.
"..It's one of those days, huh?" I hear him scratch the back of his neck for a bit, and sigh.
I suddenly feel weight on one side of the bed, and I realized that Mafu was climbing onto the bed.
He tries to turn me around to face him, in which I let him because I don't find any reason to go against his actions, and I was surprisingly met with a soft, caring smile.
"Sora," He goes closer and snuggles into me, placing small kisses on my head, cheek, and neck. "You're not useless; You're not being lazy at all."
He pulls back a bit and caresses my tear-stained cheek. "You're the best person I've ever met, and I love you."
Tears run down my face, and I hiccup. "It's just- I'm tired and I'm so done- Mafu, I don't know what to do anymore..!"
"Shh.." He bumps his forehead softly on mine. "I'll be here for you. I'll take care of you until you learn how to take care of yourself."
"Mafu.." I break, and I start to grip hardly on his shirt. "You know? I really, really love you."
He smiles, and kisses me. "I really, really love you too."
He swipes his thumb lightly across my eye, wiping away the tears that I've wept. "What do you want to do today, Soraru?"
"Stay in bed." I said, "I want- I want to cuddle."
He smiles even more, "That's a nice idea."
He stands up to go to my closet, picking whatever shirt he could wear, and went back to the bed once he changed.
Once he climbed up, I stretched my arms out wide. He chuckles, and wraps his arms around me.
He does the same thing earlier; placing kisses on my forehead, on my chrek, and on my neck. It feels really nice when he kisses my neck, so I tend to tilt my head a bit more to give him enough space.
"Mafu," I say as I hug him tightly. "I love you."
"Mm. I love you too." He chuckles a bit.
"Never leave me, okay?"
"Of course, Soraru-san."
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A/N: y'all we really need those comfort soramafu/mafusora fics man
