A/N: ara ara
requesting for part two i see hmm
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Mafu
IX.
8 months have passed since then, but I can't seem to let go of him.
I stare at him as he talks to Lon on his phone, his eyes sparkling in joy as he smiles while replying to her.
I sigh and looked away. How lucky..
We were working on a new song, Wasurerarenbo. I had to vent out my feelings for him somehow, and this was the result.
"The lyrics here are really good, Mafu. Good job." was what Soraru-san said as he pat my head.
I rest my chin on my palm, and thought about of what would've happened if I were to end up with Soraru-san.
Before doing so, though, I caught myself thinking bad things about them.
I should stop hoping that they'd break up, I shake my head. That's not a good thing to think about.
"Mafu." I snap back into reality as the raven-haired male called out to me. "I have to go and meet up with Lon at a café. Will you be able to do most of the mixwork for now?"
I nodded, a fake smile plastered on my face. "Of course. Go on ahead and leave it to me."
He grins a bit before petting my head, mumbling something like "You really are the best." and headed out in a small rush.
As he closed my door, I sighed. Different emotions flooded throughout my chest, and I began to cry.
I dialed Amatsuki's number, asking if he has the time to come visit my place.
He accepted my request, as usual with the lines of 'I'd do anything for you. You're my friend, after all!' before ending the phone call.
Amatsuki, on the other hand, was lucky. Both of his crushes accepted him, whilst I'm here, suffering over unrequited love.
I rubbed away the tears from my eyes as I pocket my phone, stretching. "Maybe a little mixing will pass time.."
X.
"Maybe pitch this a bit lower." Amatsuki pointed out a portion of the vocals.
"Hmm.. Like this?" I press the left arrow key to slightly make it sound deeper, and hit enter.
I hit the play button and listened to it.
It actually sounded great! Now just to wait for Soraru-san to come home..
Suddenly, Amatsuki yelped. "Ahh! Sorry, Mafu!! I need to go home now. I forgot to cook them dinner!!!"
I waved it off as he rushed towards the door, and I greeted him off with a small smile on my face.
As I was about to close the door, a hand suddenly stopped the door from meeting with the doorframe.
"Eh?!" I gasp, "Soraru-san?!"
"The one and only." He laughs, though it sounded quite bitter.
"Wh- I thought you went home already?" I confusedly stutter as he starts to inch closer to me.
Once he was in front of me, he suddenly pulls me into a tight hug.
"S-So-Soraru-san..?" I squeak, his scent intoxicating.
"Can I sleep in your apartment for now?" He whispered. "I'm feeling really unstable right now."
"Ah, of-of course! Let me just set up the futon.." I silently cursed at myself for stuttering and turned around, only to be grabbed by the hand.
