Alpha Male : Damon [Alpha Series 1] {Completed}

Chapter 14

"When will Throne be back?" Tulip asks as she passes the dried plate to Damon to put it back in the cupboard.

"Why?" Damon asks with a frown.

"Just..."

"Even if he is back you are not leaving" he finalizes as he turns to put the plates back on the board.

"But..."

"You are not leaving Tutu and that's final," he commands making her sigh.

"As you wish master," she states walking away from him.

"I did not mean to upset you," he groans as he pulls her in to his arms.

"You always do what you want whether the person next to you wants it or not" she replies straight to him.

"I care for you okay and sometimes I may sound controlling but it is for a reason" he defends his actions.

"Well you cannot control everything around you and look where things have gotten between us because of your controlling reasons"

"Fuck you" he spats as he pushes her away from him and walks out of the kitchen himself.

Tulip stands alone in the kitchen staring at the floor as he leaves her and she tries not to cry at what just happened.

"I am trying okay" his voice makes her look up as he walks right back inside.

*******

"I know what happened between us, it's hard for you to forget, especially you, who have got the burn far more than me...

It has been hard for me too, being away from you, trying to avoid you at every chance, not knowing if you were all right...

Not because you were my fiancée but because you were the girl, who never judged me, who always made me see the bright side of everything no matter how hard and dark things seemed to be...

I did not say yes to this engagement for the sake of it you know, I knew from the moment you sat beside me that day in the Martin pack that life with you would never be dark and that I will not find a better wife...

Then again, life is not what we all think it will turn out to be, things changed when I went to college and it got more complicated when I was involved with Diana, with everything you started to fade away from my thoughts...

Somehow, I let my mind forget about you and it got easier and easier to avoid you, to forget you even existed but you revived just like a rising sun once again in my life...
Now as I look at you, think about you, I curse myself for giving up on the best thing that has ever happened in my life and with every touch of yours, every word and everything about you makes me want to be with you...

Now that you are here, I just, just want to hold you and forget everything except you, there is this strong pull I feel towards you that the thought of you leaving even scares me to death and I don' know...

I don't know a shit what is going on with me, it's like I am bewitched by you," he explains running his hands through his hair in frustration not being able to put his feelings into words as he wants to.

*******

"Please say something," he begs as he faces her.

"You are confused"

"Sorry?"

"It's confusing you, my existence, I mean me being here it's confusing you and your feelings...

It's messing up with your head"

"Uh what?" Damon asks with a frown not understanding what she is speaking about.