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Chapter 37

Angie's POV:

I got German to the edge now with my argument as he suddenly grabbed onto his bat, Lucille.

- That's fucking it! - he snapped, walking closer to me, pushing Lucille right into my face.

- What? Are you going to hit me in front of everybody?! - I yelled at him - Are you going to finally show your new, real self, won't you?!

His eyes were darker than black.

This always happened when he was angry, but while back then he wasn't dangerous now he is.

- Enough! Both of you! - Priscilla said as she stood between us, pushing German away - Stop doing this!

- Fine! I will, but do not expect me to get anywhere near him anymore! - I said.

- Then you can get out of The Santcuary! - German replied angrily.

- Dad! Don't say that!! - Violetta interrupted.

- Whatever! - I snapped again and I just stormed off, away from everyone before they can follow me.

I was just so angry.

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- Don't lose hope, girl! If your family's atleast half as strong and awesome as you are then they're alive!

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Me and Abraham were on guard and that's what we were talking about my family.

Remembering how he was saying all that to me and yet...

Yet my family got him dead...

German...

- Mother dick... - I sighed.

That was one of his famous one-liner that made me laugh and feel happy even in an awful situation.

Saying it out loud just makes me remember of him.

- Angie...

Suddenly Priscilla's voice cut all my thoughts off again.

- What? - I groaned, not even looking at her - Are you going to tell me off?

- No... I don't blame you for doing that...

- Then why are you here?

- I wanted to see if you're okay...

- I'm so fucking fine! - I groaned - I just wish I wouldn't be here...

- I know he cheated on me before the apocalypse happened.

Now I looked at her in confusion.

- What does that all have to do withthe current situation?

- Nothing really... But I wanted to tell you and also that German disappeared and looked pretty angry.

- I don't care...

- Angie, come on... I know it hurted you to say all you said to him. I know you still love him...

- I do, okay?! - I snapped - I do love that fucking asshole! But I don't mean anything to him... If I would he'd have done that one little thing I asked him several times, but he won't do it...

- Give him time...

- For what? To kill my friend?! Well... it's not like if he wouldn't do what he wants anyway... - I sighed deeply.

I wasn't lying to her.

I still love German and I'd do anything to be with him in a normal situation...

But right now I have really mixed feelings...

And I don't know what to do about them...