Harley Quinn x Reader 2.

Chapter Ten.

The voices were screaming in my head they never stopped and now that (Y/N) was gone everything went downhill, I knew she was alive in some sense of her being between plains but that wasn't enough to sate the voices. They kept telling me things that weren't true yet it still hurt when they said it I felt like I was on the edge of breaking but I had to stay strong for her for my (Y/N), I loved her with my every being and it hurt knowing that she could see me but I couldn't see her. One of the guards came to my cell and walked in he had cuffs in his hands and before I knew it he had closed them tightly around my wrists, he dragged me out and took me into the same conference room I had been in only hours beforehand apparently Amanda had gathered everyone because I was sat next to Deadshot.

"Harley? How you holding up?" I stared at him before I answered.

I had to chose my words because if I didn't it would come out as scrambled as my mind.

"I'm okay." I saw a flicker of pity in his eyes.

I hated it, I hated the looks people gave me it felt like they knew who I was when in reality they knew nothing about me. I was different to the rest I'm a psycho, a nut a looney whatever people call my kind now I knew exactly what I was and I didn't need people telling me what I already know because it becomes tiring after a while to hear. I was constantly at war with myself I had no idea who was winning but I guess it would be the voices since they cloud my every thought that's why being with (Y/N) helps me because she makes those voices go away she puts an end to my never ending torment and that's why I loved her because she was so kind at heart and she was so pure and innocent she made all the bad things from my life disappear and I was grateful for it she may not know what I go through but she knows I'm not as crazy as I use to be... I hope. I look at Amanda she was in a grey pencil skirt with a grey jacket personally it didn't suit her but who was I to judge? I laughed at that thought and everyone instantly looked at me.

"What?" I glared at the people before me.

They turned away and I made sure if I was going to laugh that I would do it internally, I listened to Amanda babble on about how she needed us to save the city again but all I kept thinking about was whether (Y/N) was hearing this? Was she even here? Or was she floating around some where? She was probably listening in on us she was probably cursing at Amanda at the moment telling her how much she hated the son-of-a-bitch. God I missed her. I hope she finds out how to fix this because I was starting to lose hope and that's never a good thing.

*So this is suppose to be written in a rambling distraught kind of way*