Warning: may be triggering.
*Alexander*
Well, my one day of lying turned into weeks and then months. I got to the point where everyone picked on me making me super insecure which in turn caused me to stop eating. Dad and Daddy haven't noticed yet. No surprise there. They are adults. They have lives. They don't need to be worrying about me. My arms have cuts all over them and I began the same process on my hips. It's addictive, I can't stop even thought I really really want to. The teachers don't care either, like you think they would. I've started missing class, just hiding in the locker rooms or the girls bathroom instead of going to class. Sometimes I even just leave and come back for my dads to pick me up. Today is one of those days. I ended up hiding in the girls bathroom for two classes before I was found by this mean girl Chrissy who started to make me throw up more before getting in my head just like everyone else. Maybe I should just listen. My birth parents didn't want me. I was adopted in the first place as a punching bag. This time I am starting to believe I was adopted out of pity. I mean I didn't exactly fit in that orphanage. ... This is actually happening. I waited until the bell rang for lunch and I headed out the school doors and this time I'm not coming back.

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