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Chapter 34: GVM

(This chapter is dedicated to all my friends, which nakilala ko dito sa wattpad world. And to all who voted and comments in every chapters at patuloy pa ring nagvo-vote or nagco-comment. Even sa mga nag-share ng stories ko. Thank you all so much! Peace and Love ✌🏻️💙)

/ ~ Spain, Europe ~ \
| ~ Present Day ~ |

Standing on the terrace floor, overlooking the city lights while the sun goes down, sunset, what a wonderful view to see. I sat down on the grey-ish blue cement railings, this became a habit to me, sitting down and watching breath taking views from here.

For 5 long amazing yet awful years, it has always been like this. Never did I imagined that after a long time I will drink a beer ever again, maybe a few bottles of beer won't hurt. Drinking alcohol might ease the pain of missing out on the most jubilantly awesome moments of your love ones.

5 years, 60 months, 260.714 weeks, 1825 days, 43,800 hours, 2,628,000 minutes and 157,680,000 seconds, and still counting, but I still have feelings for her, I miss her. Still.

Kamusta na kaya siya? Nami-miss rin niya kaya ako? Mahal niya pa kaya 'ko? O may iba na siya? Did she continued in studying at Med school? Does she still play Volleyball? Nagbago ba siya? O siya pa rin yung Dennise Michelle Lazaro na minahal ko?

Eh, ako? Naaalala pa ba niya 'ko?

Sila Dude? Sila Ate Fille, yung Girls? Naaalala pa ba nila ako? Yung mga ala-ala na iniwan namin?

Iilan lang yan sa mga tanong sa isipan ko, wala pa nga yan sa kalahati. Ngayon lang ulit ako nakapagrelax ng ganito, yung umiinom at nakatingin lang sa mga bituin. Matagal-tagal na rin simula nung nakapag-emote ako, hahaha. Sa loob ng limang taon puro trabaho lang ang inaatupag ko, eat, work, sleep and repeat, literally. But of course, I am not forgetting to live a healthy lifestyle and I often find time to work out, para naman hindi mawala ang healthy figure ko.

I took a glance at the beer case I bought from a store nearby, and to my surprise I was holding the last bottle of beer, I sighed. Luckily, I stored a few more beers in my mini fridge inside my room. I took three bottles and climb up to the house roof, stargazing.

How did I got here in Spain, you may ask. Well, after all the confusion, the lying and the fighting back home, I decided to go out of the country, hide and have a life. I'm not saying that I didn't see my future with her or my friends or my family, it's just that I needed a break from the spotlight and not being able to keep your life private enough. It really sucks.

I didn't just left 'cause I always leave clues behind. When I left the country lots of rumours spree even up until now, some said they saw me in New York, in Canada or in Hong Kong, and some said I died in a plane crash or in a car accident, but I wasn't. Never was and never did.

Then, one day, I got used to it, and it just became a normal thing for me. I never denied nor agreed to what lies sprang in different parts of the world, especially in the Philippines. It also helped me hide myself from everyone else.

Simula noong nalaman 'kong kapatid ko ang dalawa sa pinakaclose ko, nagsimulang magbago ang lahat. Laying low and keeping quiet was my plan 'cause one wrong move, something bad might happen. It has a deeper meaning, if you only knew.

It's a secret... For now.

Isn't it rude? Kanina pa 'ko nagsasalita dito pero hindi niyo pa ako kilala. Well, I'm sorry for being rude, and gusto ko ulit sanang magpakilala.....