Not Sure He Loves Me

Chapter 3

Tracy's POV

Another freaking Monday morning again. I just hate them.
I woke up, did my usual morning routines, bid my parents goodbye and went to meet the driver outside to take me to school.

"Good morning Uncle Joe"

"Good morning my dear."

"How was your night?" My driver Joseph asked who has been with us for years now. He is just like an uncle to me.

"It was as blissful as ever." I answered him and entered into the car for him to take me to school to start another week of misery.

We got to the school,which i was not happy to be in but was just happy to see my friends again, especially Kedwin.

As usual, I went to my class and immediately saw my three close friends waiting for me at our usual spot in class which is the back.
And luckily for us we are in the same class.

They seem so caught up in their conversation that they didn't even notice me.

Immediately I reached our place, they all stopped talking and had fake smiles plastered on their faces.
Sylvia, my only close girlfriend was sitting on Nolan her boyfriend and Kedwin was sitting across them on a table.

I still don't understand why those two decided to date and leaving an option for Kedwin and i to date, not that i don't love him but i don't see any reciprocal feelings from him to me. And it just doesn't feel right for to me to tell him how i feel.

Kedwin hugged me, making me snap out of my thought with the butterflies i felt in tummy.
Which i always feel whenever he comes very close to me.

"Not again" i groaned lowly to my myself just because of the butterflies i felt.

"Why?" Kedwin asked worried.

"Nothing" i answered and quickly asked them a question to prevent Kedwin from asking me anymore question to see if I'm okay .

"But what were you guys talking about." I asked because they looked suspicious.

"We were actually telling Ked......" Nolan tried to answer but was hit in the ribs by Silvia who smiled to me and said

"Nothing to bother about."

I just shrugged my shoulders and was about to sit when Kedwin held my hand and was about to say something when Mr. Gardiner, our English teacher entered the class. Kedwin looked really pissed off . I can see what he wanted to say was really important.

He took the seat by me and sat on it.

Through out the lessons i was just thinking about what he wanted to say.

Did he want to tell me about prom? No, we are already done with that stupid topic.

Or did he want to tell me he loved me?
I shook that one quickly out of my mind because never will Kedwin in his life, love a sarcastic girl like me.
Never!!!

But deep deep down in my heart i would want that to happen.

I just pushed everything out of my thoughts and decided to pay attention to the most easy to learn and to fail subject.

The siren for lunch rung and my friends and i were heading out to the cafeteria when Miss Anderson called Kedwin. She is our music teacher and music is our last subject on Mondays before lunch.

"Kedwin, can i see you for some time. I really need to discuss something important with you"

Kedwin nodded his head and asked us to go ahead to the cafeteria.

Walking through the hallway of hungry students with Nolan and Sylvia by my side, i met the person i really didn't want to deal with right now.

Nolan and Sylvia just groaned when they saw who i saw.

"Well, i can see you decided to let go of my boyfriend for sometime." Mandie said with her high pitched voice which is soo annoying.

"Do i seriously have to deal with you right now?" I asked her in a bored tone.

"I just wanted to tell you that, i'll prove to you today that Kedwin has feelings for me not you." She said happily ignoring my question.

"I've been telling you this over and over again that, i don't own him and if he has feelings for you, he would probably say it so."

And with that, i started walking away. I took a couple of steps forward before turning to Maddie.

"Ohh, and i never recall he telling me he had a girlfriend, so stop being so forceful on him."

I walked away thinking of what she said ealiar about she proving something to me.

I looked behind me only to notice that Sylvia and Nolan were no more with me. I just smiled because i know for sure that those two would be in the janitor's closet probably making out because those two can't just keep their hands off themselves.

And they really love PDA.
Its always nice to see them trying to eat up each others face.
Note the sarcasm

My grumbling stomach made me snap out of my thought and quickly walked into the cafeteria.

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I want to dedicate this chapter tosweetkidsuarez and tracynyadu for your constant contribution to the story. I really do appreciate it.

And to my lovely readers out there thanks for reading, and continue to keep on voting.

Even though this chapter is not that nice,but this time i made it a little longer.:-):-);-)

xoxo Yaa