mystery awaits (The Outsiders Fanfiction)

please be ok

Dannys p.o.v
When i heard darry say that pony was at 102 i ran right next to him. Soda left and came back with water. "Honey can you drink this. He quickly shook his head no. "I dont want any pain soda. Please." he begged. He sounded like a child. It was sweet. I took the glass from soda. Pony was trying to snuggle into the pillow to keep from having to drink the water. "Pony please. Drink a little. For me please." i asked. He shook his head. "Come on little buddy. I promise that it wont hurt." darry asked. Pony still shook his head. He started sweating and crying. His breathing got heavy and i realized that he was having an panick attack. "Its not good for him to have panick attack when he is sick." darry said. Pony kept getting worse. Soda had tears in his eyes. I rushed to his side and helped him calm down. I held him tight against my chest and rocked him back and forth. "Its ok babe please calm down." i kept telling him. I felt bad for him. He has been hurt more in the past 3 months then he has in his whole life. I feel like its all my fault. I continued to rock him back and forth until he fell asleep in my arms. I felt special. I layed down with him and fell asleep myself. I was awoken by someone that sounded like two-bit. "Awww they are soo cute." i heard him say. I ignored it and felt pony nuzzle his head into my chest. He was adorable when he slept. I started to stoke his hair when the gang left. He would flinck every now and then, but that didnt stop me form continuing. He woke up a little after i did and he looked pale. "Are you ok pony?" i asked. He nodded and tried to smile. I knew he wasnt ok so i stroked his hair somemore until he fell asleep. I was worried about him. This was the first time that pony got sick since his parents died. "Please be ok" i said before I fell asleep again after him. When i woke up i kissed pony on the cheek. I dont care if was sick, i would rather be sick than him. He woke up instantly and his color came back. He was still hot but not as hot as before. Darry came in and gave pony medicine to drink. After he refused, i shoved it into his mouth when he gasped looking at me because i had the medicine in my hand. Pony fell asleep soon after that and when he woke up, he looked much better. "You feeling better?" i asked. He nodded. "A little" he told me. I nodded and began stroking his hair. "Danny dont make me sleep anymore. Its all i do now and i dont want to anymore." he told me. I gave him a sympathy kind of look. "I know this is the last time a promise." i told him. He sighed and shut his eyes so he could fall back asleep. He grabbed my hand and i grabbed it back, watching him fall asleep as the grip on my hand got looser. The last time he woke up he was in a better mood. He was still hot, but i knew he was feeling better. That night we ended up staying awake until 2:00 in the morning talking about dally and carter. Just the two of us. The next thing i knew, i was asleep in ponys arms.