Bully My Love

How to bully

~MJ Sebastian~

Ego
   The self as distinguished from others. The one of three divisions of the psyche in psychoanalytic theory that it the organized conscious mediator between the person and reality.

That's just a theory, dude.

"Hi ma! Musta na po dyan? Okay lang po ba ng business?" Tanong ko kay mama habang nagbe-blend ng fruit shake.

"Of course, for our son. By the way, uuwi kami diyan sa Pilipinas, ahmm, month or months from now."

"That's good, mom." I smile at her, ang tagal na rin nung huli silang umuwi dito. I want to hug them. "I miss you mom."

"I miss you too. I love you, take a bath! Kahit malayo ako naaamoy ko pa rin ang pawis mo."

Natawa ako sa sinabi niya, really? "Yeah mom! I'll take a bath, and you, you'll rest."

Binuksan ko ang ref, at tumambad sakin ang mga soda, and I remember something...

Someone...

That girl is so pathetic. Bakit hindi na lang siya lumipat? Matalino but at the same time tanga rin.

Company School ang Watson Academy, meaning to say, may mga connections ang mga magulang ng students, mayayaman.

Sapphire can study wherever she want. Why so trying hard dre?

And why I'm thinking of her?

Going to my large room in our big manssion with only one good looking person and fifty maids. Too boring.

Facing my big reflection mirror, something flashback...

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"Hoy bakit niyo siya tinulak?!" Pity beautiful girl. I help her to stand.

"Why do you care, MJ?"

"Lampa ka rin ba?"

All of my classmates laugh. Bakit nila iniisip sakin yun? Good naman ako ah?

Nilayuan ako ng mga friends ko. Kaya yung girl na lang yung lagi kong kasama. Nakakainis sila!

"JJ I want that flower!" Napalingon naman ako sa kanya. Siya ang may kasalanan nito eh!

"JJ!"

"Ano ba!" Tinulak ko siya! Nakakainis!

Pinalibutan kami ng mga classmates ko. Ahhh!

"MJ! Sabi ko na nga ba prank lang yung care mo eh!" Napalingon naman ako sa mga friends ko. I saw something in their eyes. And I want it! I want all people stare at me with that!

"The best ka talaga!" Yes! I'm the best!

"You win my heart!" I'll win every thing!

But nakita ko siya, umiiyak. Gusto ko siyang tulungan, gusto kong magsorry. She don't deserve this treatment! She's kind!

But when I do that, hindi ko na makikita yun sa mata ng mga classmates ko.
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At the same time the theory of ego is right.

Ako si Matthew Justine Sebastian. I'm always on the top. I get what I want. They'll obey me. I'm MJ, a big name.

Kaya makikita ko yun sa lahat ng mata. I want it! I really want it!

Kaya kung ang pagpapalayas ng mga clumsy student ang paraan para makuha ko yun, I'll do it.

Dahil ang mga lampa na yon, hindi ko nakikita sa mga mata nila ang gusto kong makita, at nasisira ang araw ko dahil duon!