Ariana's POV
"Release your curse
'Cause I know my worth
Those wounds you made are gone
You ain't seen nothing yet
Your love wore thin
And I never win
You want the best
So sorry that's clearly not me
This is all I can be
Am I still not good enough?
Am I still not worth that much?
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out
Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now
Guess I'm still not good enough" i sang finishing my last song for the night.
i felt tears falling down my face.
"Thank you guys you have been an amazing crowed! i love you all" i yelled walking off stage.
"Ariana" Niall yelled running over to me, i wrapped my arms around his neck and just cried.
I remember writing this song through my thoughest times, the times were i thought i wanted to give up. the times that Liam and Scott got me the most.
"Its alright Ari dont cry" Niall whispered into my ear.
"I didn't no you could sing Ariana" Scott winked.
"Well you should, you seem to no a lot of other stuff about me" I hiss walking away.
We were all currently sitting on the bus at the table, everyone was stuffing there face with take out.
"Ariana have you eaten?" Harry asked, looking over to me,
"Um no I'm not too hungry" I replied with a smile,
"Ari I haven't seen you eat today?" Harry replied, handing me a chicken wing.
"I'm not hungry" I replied.
"Please" he whispered,
"Fine" I replied snatching the chicken wing out of his hands, everyone watched me as I nibbled on it.
SCOTTxx
What have I told you about eating it makes you fat, xx
I looked over at Scott and he gave me a smirk. I put the chicken in the table and walked to my bunk. Not long later Niall walked over,
"Hey were going clubbing before we start driving again, do you want to come?" He asked,
"No thanks I'm tired" I replied rolling back over.
Once I herd the bus doors close, I got up and walked over to the bathroom. I bent down over the toilet. Here I go again just like high school. I stuck 2 fingers down my throat and straight away I started bringing up food,
"Ariana stop, want are you doing!" I turned around to see Louis looking at me with wide eyes,
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