Hard Habit to Break #Wattys2017

HHB (9)

- Glaiza -

I just check on my phone, it's 5:30 in the morning... I woke up early with is not usual for me kahit working days...

I don't know, sa katunayan nyan ay hindi pa talaga ako nagkakaroon ng matinong tulog mula kagabi.

I feel uncomfortable sleeping next to Rhian for the very first time.

Her bed is a queen size at sa pangangatawan naming dalawa, kasya ang apat na tao dito. Ganon kalaki ang space ng higaan pero the whole time I just lying at the edge of the bed dahil feeling ko napakasikip nito para sa aming dalawa.

There were times na napapadantay sya sakin and I immediately took her legs off kasi feeling ko nananayo ang balahibo ko kapag nagkakadikit ang mga balat namin...

I got this strange feeling since last night and to be honest, I've never felt anything about Kylie anymore even though it still comes in my mind.

Maybe I moved on, in just one night.

Biglang gumalaw si Rhian ang from facing the other side, ngayon ay sa akin na sya nakaharap.

Nakasindi ang lampshade sa side ko and with the help of a dim light, I can barely see her winsome face...

When was the last time that I called her beautiful? I can't remember. I feel bad now for not saying those words coz right now, it's the only thing that crosses my mind when I looked at her.

I slowly brush off the few hairs that cover her face...

Oh God!!! What is this feeling? Bakit parang hindi na yata ito tama na pakiramdam?

Am I attracted to her?

NO.

I'm not and it can't be...

Muling gumalaw si Rhian and this time napatihaya ito... I immediately close my eyes and pretend to be sleeping at maya maya ay naramdaman ko itong bumangon...

She did her morning chores dahil Monday na ngayon at unang araw nanaman ng linggo para pumasok sa trabaho. But me? Aabsent na muna ako. Tinatamad talaga ako pumasok.

Nanatili lang ako sa kama at pilit na iidlip pero hirap na hirap pa din ako, there's really no chance for me to catch some Z's

"Lab, gising na... Di ka ba papasok ng work? Mag si-six thirty na oh" Pukaw nito sakin habang dahan dahan niyang niyuyugyog ang balikat ko

I still pretend to be sleeping. Ika nga nila e, mahirap gisingin ang taong hindi naman tulog 😂

Ang akala ko ay itutuloy pa nya pero tumigil na ito at lumabas ng kwarto...

Wala akong choice kundi ang bumangon ng kusa...

"Hey... Good morning!" Bati ko sa kanya nang abutan ko itong nag aagahan.

"Morning." Tipid nitong sagot

Whoaa! Wala ata sa mood... Is she affected of what happen last night? She never say anything about Aljur or what she's feeling about it