CHOKER

Volume 34: I love you

*3 years later*

I held a plate of cookies in my hand while a glass of nilk was in the other.My socks padded against the wooden floors of our house as a smile played on my lips.

"I made cookies" I said as his head snapped in my direction.He has a bit of brown paint on his cheek and multiple colors stained his hands.The beautiful painting sat on the easel and was an exact replica of me.He had painted me.

I sat the milk down on the coffee table pushed against the walls as he gestured for me to sit on his lap.I sat on his lap as he wrapped an arm around me.I then took a cookie and stuffed it in his mouth before he could say anything.He chewed the cookie and swallowed it before smiling at me.

"You like my painting?"

"You liked my cookies?" I asked in return before he chuckled.

"Yes I did actually they were delicious" he told me which made me smile.I nodded as I looked at the painted picture of me.It looked very beautiful and captured every nook and cranny of what I looked like, it was true beauty.He then crashed his lips against mines as I felt my grip on the plate loosen.Our lips moved passionately in sync with each others as it grew heated.

"I love you so fucking much baby" he muttered as he pulled away.I whipped the brown paint from his cheek and gave him one quick peck before standing up.Xander let out a groan as I moved away from him.

"I love you too but I gotta get to work" I told him as he groaned louder.Once we brought the house I got a job at a local tattoo parlor and Xander focused on his art.We never really forgot about the things that went down three years ago or the fact that we didn'r know where the demon went.We were happy in our comfortbale sized home and loves each other deeply.

I changed my clothing and put a beanie on my unruly hair.How fast I got dressed is exactly how fast I undressed once Xander's lips were om mine again.My shirt and pants were off and I was in the the act of taking his off too.

"I'm sure that faggot Alexander won't mimd you being a bit late" he said break away from the kiss.He saw that I fumbled with his pants and took them off with ease.We've been having sex alot since we got this home.On my normal off days we smoked until we felt high and a few seconds later we were having sex.I wrapped my legs around his torso as he slammed me against the wall roughly.His lips knew where my sweet spot was located already and they didn't hesitate to roughly bite there.

I let out a small moan as he began to suck im my sweet spot.I felt myself grow wet at how great it feels as not my lip in pleasure.

God I was going to be so fucking late.

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I straddled him as I took a long drag of the blunt he was holding.

"That's my girl" he said huskily which made me want to go another round with him.He pulled it away from my lips and brought it to bis as I blew the white smoke out.I checked the time on my phone and once I saw it my eyes widened.

"Fuck!" I yelled climbing off of Xander.He sat up as soon as I climbed off and climbed out of bed with me.We both found all of our clothing and grabbed the keys before rushing out.I grabbed his hand and dragged him along the streets before we entered the tattoo parlor I work at.I gave him a small but passionate kiss before breaking away.His eyes immediatly darted over to Alexander and narrowed.

He was watching the two of us with a slight pissed look on his face.

"See ya at lunch break?" I asked before I saw Alex scoff.

"Today you don't get a lunch break because you choose to be late" he said coldly before I rolled my eyes.

"I'll pick you up then babe" Xander said before placing a kiss on my cheek amd leaving.I could easily tell that he greatly disliked Alex but oh well I needed the job.I them went to go wash my hands before setting everything up.

"I literally don't understamd what you see in him besides looks" Alex pipped up before I laughed bitterly.

"I don't see anything in you but attitude" I remarked.

"I-"

"Listen Alex, this is me fucking trying to be sincere okay? The reason why i'm so late is because we both devoted much of our time to fucking.I love him and he loves me get it?" and with that he shut his mouth.For the rest of the day we worked in silence, great he got the hint.

At the end of the day I didn't see Xander walk in wih his long arms open ready to embrace me le he usually did.Xander wasn't there and I began to grow a bit paranoid.I finished up the person's tattoo before washing everything out and putting it back.Once finished, I stormed out of the parlor and walked down the street towards our home.The sun was setting here and me and Xander always usually in bed on the roof of our house and lay there watching it.I turned on corner amd there I saw it.Hands firmly placed around the girl's waist as they hungrily kissed each other.

Time seemd to stop as I felt my heartbeat become laced with anger and an adrenaline.

" In this together right?!" I yelled as I pushed him back from the girl.A look of surprise them crosses his face as I ould feel angry tears burning my eyes.I could see his eyes have a red tint to them and his dilated pupils as a frown took over.

I tuen grabbed the girl by her neck and slammed her against the concrete wall.I squeezed tightly on her neck so it cut of her airways.Just as a tear rolled down my cheek I was pulled away from the girl by Xander.I pushed his hands off of my and nrought my fist to his beautiful eye. He stumbled back before I ran off all the way to the house.I could hear him chasing after me the whole way but I didn't care.I opened, slammed, and locked the glass door behind me as I stared at his disappointed face.I coudd see him mouth 'I'm Sorry' before more tears rolled down my cheeks.I hem closed the black curtains  and turned away from the door and started to walk away.

With every step it was another dagger in my heart..

you should of never let him in.