why do you always
leave me hanging?
every time i'm trying,
i always notice you sighingevery time i ask
if everything's okay,
you show me a forced smile
but i can tell that you're lyingas i stare at the ceiling
in the middle of the night
i ask to no one in particular,
"why do i still love you,
even when you make me
feel like nothing?"• •
wrote this about two years ago, and thought i'd include it in this book. xx