Starting Over

3 - Gay is Ok

It was Saturday and I woke up a little late because I couldn't sleep all night.

After freshening up I walked the long corridor but stopped when I heard a muffled voice.

It sounded like Chase. His bedroom door was open a little bit and I knew I shouldn't have been ease dropping and being nosy but I couldn't help it he was so hot.

I peeped around the corner being sure I couldn't be seen and looked through his open door. He was sitting on his bed shirtless with anther hella hot guy next to him.

Chase touched the guys arm. "Look I know your upset with me but-" he was sliding his finger up down the blonde boys arm.

The blond boy cut him off and stroked his chin. "It's ok" he whispered. "I understand." He grabbed Chases face gently kissed him. They got into a heated make out session and then clothes started coming off. It started to escalate and I didn't want to see that unfold. I was about to walk the other way but with my luck and clumsiness I tripped and fell directly in front of his open door.

"What the hell! Were you watching!" Chase screamed.

I looked up at him and his face was boiling red. "No I just-"

I wasn't able to finish my sentence when Chase cut me off. "Why the fuck are you even here!" He shouted in my ear then slammed his bedroom door shut.

I got up from the floor and dusted off my pants. I would've cried but I've heard and felt worse.

I walked downstairs into the kitchen and saw Cameron eating breakfast with Nick.

I put a smile and walked in "Good morning!" I tried saying in a cheery voice.

Cameron glared at me and Nick just smiled and shook his head. "Good morning to you too" he said while stuffing eggs into his mouth.

Cameron got up for her seat and walked out of the kitchen. I ignored it and idled around the counter. I looked back at the table but Nick was gone. "Great" I muttered.

I wasn't sure if I should just help myself so I just grabbed an apple sitting in the fruit basket and made my way back to my room. As I was walking through the living room Cameron seemed to be hugging who I presume was Chase.

I had already had a disturbing encounter with both of them. I decided to walk the other way so I wouldn't have to face them. As I was headed up I heard Chris mumble "I hate her. She was watching us like a pervert and now she knows about me and Alex." He paused for a second before continuing. "What if she tells everyone?"

I wanted to say something but decided against it. It wasn't my place. I scurried up the stairs and made sure to not open and doors that weren't mine or ease drop.

When I got to my room I plopped onto my bed and opened my laptop. As I was online shopping I got a message from one of my closest friends Drew.

I Skyped him not wanting to text. When his face appeared I couldn't help smile at his big black geeky glasses that covered half his face. "Are those new?" I asked slightly amused.

"You noticed!" He gushed.

I laughed missing him.

"So how are things?" I questioned.

"They're good" he mumbled. Then his face became bright again and he smiled the biggest smile I had ever seen "guess what!" He shouted through the screen.