As I neared Exit 18, I heard faint whimpers from nowhere, the darkness making me slightly scared now. I tiptoed ahead and saw a shadow cast on the floor, no, two shadows. Who could it be? I walked forward, and saw Jongin standing against the wall, the dismal light reflecting on his face. I inched closer to him, when I saw someone else, some other girl, cocooned by him so Jongin has a girlfriend? My heart failed and I hid behind the nearest wall, convincing myself to see what was happening. But then, it dawned on me, the girl wasn't exactly being cocooned, but it was her whimpers that I heard..so what is Jongin doing with her?
I peeked a little more to see what was happening, when I accidentally pushed a plank or something down, and I could see Jongin immediately turning his head to my side. I stuck my back against the wall, and was legit holding my heart in my hand. One second passed, two seconds passed, phew he wasn't there. I'm not going to die yet yay.I closed my eyes and leaned my head against the wall, when suddenly I could feel someone hot breath against my cheek..."Jon..Jongin?" One of his hand was on the wall, and he slowly looked up to me, his eyes no longer black, but showing shades of reddish black, glinting in the dark. The corner of his lips had a trace of...blood? well shit I gulped and gradually turned my head to see if that girl was still there, when he suddenly grabbed me by the collar of my shirt, and almost lifted me off the floor.
"What did you see?" he whispered close to my ear.
I stood, unanswerable.Both his hands closed around my wrists and he slammed them against the wall, "What did you see?" he whispered this time around too, but his voice had more severity to it. I tried fighting him, I tried pulling away, but man, he was so darn strong. He closed the space between us, and pushed my back against the cold wall, "Why are you here?" he raised his voice, his nails digging into my wrist, tears stinging my eyes. I decided I can't lose to him, not so easily, and with all my squishy might, and pushed him off, much to his surprise. His eyes darkened more oh no but I cleared my throat, gathered my guts, and shoved at him, what I'd got for him, and whispered,
"Err. Happy birthday."
His eyes softened just for a second, and fired back again and he came at me again. I digged my pocket and took out my hanky, handed it to him, and ran off as quick as I can.
God what have I done?
-14th January, 2015
Dear Diary,Today was Jongin's 18th birthday but it was more like a fucking revelation for me.. I still can't comprehend what I saw, I mean it all seems so unearthy as it is, and now.., now it's even more unbelievable. My wrists are in utter pain now, the mark his nails left, still stinging me. My brain is thinking in all sorts of crooked ways now. His eyes, his eyes were as red as blood is but apart from that, he didn't look much different. I mean, could he be a vampire? Of course not, atleast because his skin didn't sparkle under light or he didn't have fangs for teeth, so what is he then..? Or maybe, was it a cosplay? But why would it be a cosplay when there was not a single soul except myself? Maybe he wanted to impress me...I'm dreaming too much, aren't I? And what balls did I have to give him my hanky, and push him off, and legit, acted way more than I should've. As much as there is this one part in me, which is extremely proud of my balls, there is the rest of me, trembling with fear, and wanting to ignore Jongin and bury myself or live under a rock.
It's not like I can help it in anyway, but I just have to run away from him, isn't that pretty easy? Yeah it is. Ah and, anyway, tomorrow I'd have another friend with me which makes it easier for me to hide from Jongin..But in actual sense,..
Would Jongin even look for me?
~~~~~~What is even happening, i have no idea you guys xD
But I do know, shit is gonna get real xD
-authornim
YOU ARE READING
Scarlet Shadows || Kaisoo
Fiksi PenggemarHow would you feel if your whole life was a lie? How would you feel when you realize the people you love are monsters? How would you feel being used? | Kaisoo Fanfic | ©All copyrights reserved.