Numb: The Absence Of Feeling

Happy Birthday

🎀I will worn everyone before the abuse starts and if you not okay with reading about it you can skip it. So in the chapter I didn't want to get to graphic or to in depth cause some people can't handle it so yeah. (C/g)= Childs gender. (C/n)= Childs name. Enjoy.🎀

"(Y/n)...its time to wake up," said a man's voice to me as I tried to get up. At first I didn't recognize his voice but I felt a strong connection to it. I continued to struggle, felt the baby kick, felt more excruciating pain from the baby pushing trying to get out.

Finally my eyes opened. My back was soaked in sweat and dirt. My lower half felt wet. My heart sank and I shook my head slowly. "P-Please...," I begged the tears coming back. "You can't do this. Please don't do this." I tried to hold my stomach.

"Now now. We can't have anything getting in the way." She cooed and held my hands on either side of my face. "Don't worry I'll make sure Mr.J goes easy on ya!" My body was in too much pain to even move, let alone fight back. I was able to lift my head over my stomach and see the video camera light on red. I sucked in deep breathes; in and out just like they told me.

"Let's get this birthday party started!" Exclaimed The Joker with a twisted smile across his face. They both wore medical masks over their mouths with rubber gloves and a pointed party hat on the top of their head grinning at each other. He picked up the camera and slowly brought it over my body before stopping at my face as Harley slipped a party hat on top of my head the elastic string resting under my chin. I stared past the camera into his blank eyes.

"Not my baby. Whatever Jason did take it out on me-"

"How noble, you see that Jason. She's so dedicated to you even though all of this is your fault. Makes me want to vomit."

He put the camera down setting it down a few feet from my body then placed his hands in between my legs. "Hold still. Ready? Push!"

I screamed in pain as I pushed, my muscles tensed, blood rushing to my face, unexplainable pain flooded my body, my screams filled the room. It seemed like hours before I was allowed to rest taking a short break. "Again, push!" I pushed again forcing the baby out even if I didn't want too. My body drenched in sweat while I struggled to keep my head up. My ears rung quietly but I could still hear the silence. I prayed and I felt so guilty for hoping my child not to make it so they wouldn't have to face the torture I've endured. The Joker held my baby in his arms holding gingerly, I look over to Harley who was smiling with delight.

The smile she wore was different from her normal twisted smile. She actually looked human, a human mother.

I heard something that will forever bring me joy and dread; crying, the screams of my new born baby (c/g) filled the room and for a few seconds I felt dread wash over me again.

The Joker wrapped my baby in a blanket and walked over to his queen who held out her hands to him gratefully taking the baby into her arms, "say hello to Joker Jr," he said. I saw tiny red hands reach out and kick grab at nothing while continuing to cry.

"O-Our baby (c/g)," I whisper thinking of Jason. Harley knelt down bringing my baby to my face I reached to (c/n) but before I could touch my baby another extreme pain came from my lower stomach again.

He raced over to my lower body, his queen walked off with my baby. "S-Stop--AH!!!" I threw my head back once again, I almost couldn't handle the intense pain again. Joker skipped over to my stomach, he looked down smirking ,"looks like we have twins!"

"N-No!!" My screaming pleads and my cries of pain mixed together. After some more pushing and screams the second baby came into world screaming and crying just like the first and again the Joker took them away from me, my voice shook as I twisted to see where his was going, "s-stop...j-just let me see them p-please..." I begged.