A Thugs Baby Mama

.43

I woke up to my phone going off indicating that someone was calling me. I sighed reached over grabbed the phone from the nightstand and placed it up to my ear. I don't know who the hell was calling me but it had better been good.

"Who the fuck is this?" I asked placing the phone up to my ear.

"Dreamer we need to talk!" Aaliyah yelled through the phone.

I rolled my eyes groaned and removed the phone from my ear. I don't know what the heck she wanted but all of this yelling in my ear had to go.

"Can you not yell in my freaking ear," I yelled back.

"We need to talk,"

"Okay, we'll talk," I say sitting up in the middle of the bed.

Clinton was no longer wrapped around me he was laying on his side of the bed up under the covers.

"Why the hell didn't you call me and tell me what was going on?" She asked.

"About what?" I asked growing annoyed.

I didn't have time to be hearing her mouth right now. I was trying to get my rest so that I could get up and do what I needed to do as a wife.

"You went to the hospital and you didn't call me," She replied.

"Let me guess Niecy told you that I went to the hospital?" I asked.

"Yes,"

"Well it was nothing important," I say shrugging.

"Well all I'mma say is that you need to leave Clinton alone," She sighed.

"Why?"

"Because Dreamer all of this shit that you're going through right now is not worth it,"

"Look, I love my husband so leaving him is not an option," I say rolling my eyes. "Yes we may go through things but at the same time its life what marriage doesn't go through shit,"

"Dreamer I'm only looking out for you because I would hate for something to happen to you," She sighs.

"Ain't nothing gone happen to me so you ain't got nothing to worry about," I say back.

"You're like a sister to me a sister that I never had,"

"I know that,"

She had told me this so many times that I already knew what was going to be coming afterward. I sighed told her I would call her back hung the phone up and went to the bathroom. Things right now were so freaking hectic that it didn't make sense.

I finished up in the bathroom washed my hands dried them left out the bathroom. I went downstairs and looked at the living room it was a mess down here. I sighed and started cleaning up when there was a knock at the door. I don't know who was knocking. But when I got to the door I saw a box and it had a note attached to it. I opened the note and looked at it.

I wasn't in the mood for these Lil petty ass games again. Finally reading over the note I sighed. All these Lil petty ass games that were being played needed to go. I rolled my eyes and opened the box. Once I opened the box tears came down my face. How could Clinton do this to me hell how could he do this to us? Tears came down my eyes as I made my way back upstairs to the room. I had so many questions that I wanted and needed to ask C right now that I didn't even know where the fuck to start.

"Clinton! Clinton wake up!" I yelled.

"What's up baby?" He asked opening his eyes.

"What the hell is this?" I asked throwing him the pictures that I held in my hand.

"Where the fuck you get these from?" He asked raising his eyebrow.

"I found them on the front step," I replied.

"Man baby it ain't what it look like," He sighs.

"Then what is it, Clinton, huh?" I yelled.

"Baby just calm down," He says sighing once again.

I don't know how the fuck he expected me to calm down when there were pictures of him and some bitch all booed up kissing and shit. If I would've known this shit then I wouldn't have gone through with this marriage.

"You said you were done with this lifestyle C," I say trying to hold back the tears.

"I am baby I'm sorry," He replies getting up from the bed.

He attempted to touch me but I snatched away from him I didn't have time for this right now. I wasn't going to sit around and be a fool for this man. He promised me that he would leave the drug game, and hoes alone but yet he was still entertaining these hoes and running the streets slanging dope. I wanted a normal life I wanted to be able to raise my kids and not have to look over my shoulders every time I went out.

"Baby just listen to me," He says grabbing me.

"No, Clinton I'm done until you get your shit together the kids and I will be at my parents," I say walking into the closet.

"Dream baby just fucking listen to me!" He yelled.

"What is there for me to listen to Clinton you fucking lied to me!" I yelled back.

"Look Dreamer I'm sorry okay I was just trying to help my boy out that's it," He tries to explain.

"Okay, and how do you explain these pictures of you and this hoe?" I asked grabbing my clothes from the closet.

"It was a mistake I went to the club with my homeboys and we ended up back at her place," He sighed.

I shook my head and finished packing my things words couldn't explain how I felt right now I wanted to bust him in his face right now but I knew that wouldn't solve a damn thing. I finished packing my bags took them downstairs sat them down by the door and went over to the kid's room where I packed their things took both of our things outside to the car stuck and stuck them in the trunk. I went back in the house grabbed Faith and went back down the stairs.

"When you ready to really be a husband and stop playing these Childish ass games Clinton hit me up until then I'm done I can't do this shit no more," I say walking out the door.

I meant just what I said I wasn't going to play these games with him when he was ready to be a man and a husband then we could work something out but until then I was done. I needed to focus on me, and my kids. I had a lot of things that I had to work on within myself before I considered being back with him. Maybe I should have waited to get married instead of rushing off and getting married to this man. I placed faith in her car seat buckled her in then got in the car myself closed the door locked the doors behind me did my seat belt checked my mirrors and backed out of the driveway making my way over to my parent's house. This was a new begening for me and when the time was right Clinton could be a part of the lifestyle but right now it wasn't going to happen. 

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