A Thugs Baby Mama

.35

When I got to the hospital I was nervous as hell because I didn't know what to expect, I didn't want to see C laid up in the bed not able to do anything for himself. That shit really hurt like hell to see the man that you love lying up in the bed not able to get up and do something for himself. I took a deep breath and walked into his room where I saw him sitting up in the bed. I almost had to do a double take because I wasn't expecting to see him sitting there looking at Tv.

"Hey, baby," I say walking over to him and kissing him on the lips.

"Hey, beautiful." He says smiling kissing me back.

"How you doing?" I asked happy to see my husband.

"I'm good and you?" He asked back.

"I'm good," I say nodding my head.

"That's good where's the kids?"

"Oh they're at my parent's house my mom and dad has been keeping a close eye on them while I try and get my mind together," I replied.

"Okay, baby." He smiled. I nodded my head yeah and sat down in the chair next to his bed.

"So baby do you remember anything from that night?" He asked.

"Yeah I remember just about everything," I say sighing. That shit hurt me to pieces I don't know who the hell would want to hurt C but whoever it was had another thing coming when I found out who the hell it was.

"Baby I want to tell you something." C says looking at me smiling.

"Okay, what's up?" I asked him back with a smile.

"Well, I been thinking or what not and I think it's time for me to retire from this dope game." He sighed.

It sounded almost as if my ears were playing tricks on me or something. I couldn't believe what he had just said to me. He was thinking about quitting the game. I had been waiting for this day but I never thought it would be today. Hell, it took for him to almost lose his life for him to even think about leaving the game that was shocking as hell to me.

"O My Gosh baby really?" I asked excitedly.

"Yeah I want to be able to be there for you and the kids." He replied back with a smile.

I smiled got up and kissed him on the lips it was almost as if all of my dreams had come true or something because god was answering my prayers. Anyways I continued to talk to C telling him about everything that had been going on since he had been down. I had also told him about the officers all the way down to the letter that I had gotten on our porch step. I was still kind of confused about that note because I didn't know what to think. I knew all of my friends and to be honest I only had two friends that I rolled with so for someone to say that I need to watch my surroundings they had to be bugging. I continued to laugh and talk to my husband like old days, I couldn't wait for him to finally come home so we could lay in each other's arms just like old times.