He sits by me in my hospital bed
My cheeks are stained with tears
My eyes are puffy and blood shot red
Unspoken words turn like rusted gears
He sighs in saddness, exasperation
I turn my head away in shame
I know life has an experation
Those thoughts I had were to blame
But he doesn't know how I feel
Words hurt me more than hits
There are wounds that just won't heal
There are things that he won't get
I feel his stare as he asks " Why?"
" What did you think you would earn?"
" Do you really believe you deserve to die?"
My stomach painfully churns
I stay quiet, silence consumes me
I look at a gash from the knife
To the sanitized floor with no debris
" What do you want in life?"
I look at him in mild surprise
My borders start to decay
He looks old but that means he's wise
Maybe he'll get what I'm trying to say
I let the walls fall from around my heart
What I'm about to say needs to be said, its dutiful
My chest hurts, the words break me apart
I whisper: " I just wanted to be beautiful..."
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Book Full of Emotion- My Poetry
PoesíaPoetry from ME~ You'll like it, I promise. If you don't... forget I ever said ANY of this. 'kay? I love you~!! *mwah* Thank's for reading... if you do! :)
