Why are you always tripping over these wreckless half-loves my darling?
Is it because you believe that you deserve unfulfilled half-loves?
Tripping over the boy with the deep brown eyes, holding your breath in hopes that he'll want you again.
You never felt you could be worth anything to someone.
Little did you know how much you truly meant to other worldly beings.
When the universe watched your atoms be forged by the stars
With wonder and awe, because even then you were a revelation.
A revelation you've yet to see.
It's just something that always would be, you're a crushing epiphany.
But you keep choosing these half-loves darling.
Having your heart broken so many times that you're desensitized.
But then you try to push through
In hopes that your heart won't be broken again.
But what even is heartbreak?
You used to be so easy to break, so full of hope and love.
Now, you can no longer feel the pain.
Setting yourself on fire yet again
Because you don't seem to understand that love isn't supposed to burn your skin my poor darling.
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Not my best one but it was just a quickly thought out one😅😅
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Paroxysm
PoetryHere's a cluster of ramblings in my mind that I've put out into "poetry". Hope you enjoy it✌
