Marrying Miss Demon | √

Chapter Fifteen : Confession, Tears, Pain

Aradhaya Kumar.

It was just a day after the goddamn date. Disastrous date. Mayira called me like for a thousand times but I never answered. After all her question would be are you alright when I'm not at all okay. Dev. That name it self makes me feel weird. That little fella is doing things to this big demon. The date was all good except for the drama. That orphanage. How could I forget those kids? Seriously they were the best! I love them. I just hope those innocent souls never get to meet this cruel reality. Dev never fails to give me this strange sensations in my lower abdomen which is usually known as butterflies in stomach.

The way he flirts with me, the way his hand fits perfectly in mine, the way he catches my waist, the way he kisses me-everything about him is attracting me. The best part is, Dev still didn't question me about the whole drama going on in my life. I thought he would be curious as hell and would bombard me with questions. But this fella surprised me. He didn't question me at all and kept silent all the while. Maybe he understands that I need space and time. Atleast he's better than those parents of mine. It's hard to admit, but I, Aradhaya Kumar am surely attracted to Dev Reddy. I can't-just can't avoid him. Damn. I sound like a desperate teenager who's madly crushing on a fellow.

I returned home from my office. I'm happy that I did. Now I've gotta confess my feelings for Dev. It's better I tell him so he may maintain some distance. I don't care if he feels I'm desperate and idiotic, I've to tell him. Making up my mind, I walked to my room after greeting all the family members. I cleared my throat to grab his attention who was in his own world, thinking. He looked up and our eyes met. His eyes!

"Umm De-Dev?" I started. "Yeah?" He replied with a stern face. "I-i actually want to tell somethi-" He cut me off. "Sorry. I've got some work to do." He said and walked out without listening to me. How rude? Typical Playboy. Now what? Maybe he's busy. I'll talk later. Yes. That would be better. I walked into the washroom after mentally nodding.

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It was ten at night. I opened my diary and started writing.

It was a week after my so-called attempt to confess my feelings.
Everything was same. We both going to office, working all day long, putting up an act in front of the elders and sleeping to get up in the morning for a routine day. Everything was same. But still I don't have this peace in my life. I feel there's something which isn't with me. DEV.

I miss him. It's weird that we both staying in one room and me missing him-but the truth is I do miss him. I don't know what's wrong with that stupid but he's avoiding me. Literally he just talks to me when I ask him something or he needs something. He minds his own business.This is what I wanted! I just wanted him to do his work and not interfere in my life. I wanted him to behave like I don't exist and make me feel like he too doesn't exist.Then why? Why do I feel do sad? Probably I'm attracted to him. I seriously need to confess and end it. Damn. Dev! You're doing things to my mind and body.