Together [GMW]

Chapter 30

UPDATE
I think I'm going to post one more chapter and then end this book, but I'll definitely do a second book and I'll update when I will.

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"Lucas," I say, slightly walking forward.

"Maya, was it Evan?" He asks.

I stop myself, "I swear it wasn't him."

"Maya..."

"I'm not lying. Yes, he was there, but no matter how mad or depr- sad I was, I would never do that to you."

He looked at me and took a step back, "why was he there?"

I take a deep breath and put my freezing hands in my pockets, "I can't tell you." He took a step forward again. My breath hitched. "I can't tell you everything because some of the things that happened we promised to never speak of." I took another step forward. "Evan invited me to a party that night saying he was in town. It was the night before Zay took me to a party. I thought hey I use to be great friends with Evan why not. And then when I saw him I realized he wasn't a nerd anymore, and we did some bad things that night. Mostly illegal. But I never did it with another guy and I, especially, never did it with Evan."

He took a couple steps back and turned to me, "I was never going to jump, Maya. I've been here a couple times recently, mostly when we weren't talking. Yes, I know, and I remember what happened that one time. But it was just that, that one time." He took a step forward and wrapped his arms around me. I hugged back. "Can you tell me when we get home?" He whispers into my ear.

"I'd have to ask Evan," I say into his chest.

"Okay."

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"So what it's just E." Lucas says.

We look at him like he's an idiot, "it's not 'just E'. It's worse than regular weed. Especially if you dealt it," I whisper. "We can go to jail for up to 9 years."

"Maya, you're under 16, so you'll probably excused or have to pay a fine. Evan... you'd be screwed."

"Thanks, dude" Evan says. "You can't tell anyone about this. It was a one time thing."

"Yeah, I won't, but why is it a big deal? It's just E."

We look at him again, "I also took molly." I mutter.

He rubs his temple and sighs, "Evan, why on Earth would you take her?"

He replied, "I have no clue honestly."

"Evan, I need to talk to Lucas, alone."

"Yeah," he stands up and walks to the door, "okay."

I pace around the room and look at him, "Are you still taking your meds?"

"Maya, can you stop pacing it's making me antsy?"

I sit down next to him and run my fingers through my hair, "did you stop?"

He looks at me and slowly gets closer until our lips meet. After a while he pulled away, "I did stop when we stopped talking, but I started again after I woke up because I had you. Maya, with or without the antidepressants, I'm fine when I'm with you. Yes that sounds really bad if you leave or if anything happens, but I'm fine. So no, I didn't stop taking them."

I hug him again, "and please don't. I can't have what happened last time happen again."

"We promised we'd never talk about what happened."