7 heaven, 5 hell

Chapter 14, Brothers

J.B and B.J POV

J.B POV

We parked the truck nearby some trees as the two men park their cycles in front, the ride was bumpy with the bullshit that had happen. I looked back to the others who just woke up, F.J sat up along side of Megan and Saul. Those three are hopeless, we were lucky to get out of that hell hole when we had the chance! " Come on you three! we here... or wherever we are!" opening the door roughly with my foot, i jumped out with my bag on my back as i watch the others come out as well. glancing over to the guys, one was staring at me, his eyes were narrow like if i was in trouble for something i didn't do. " H-Hey! HEY BASTARD!! HELP ME OUT HERE YOU PEICE OF SHIT!!!" I heard Megan shouting for me as i roll my eyes and turn around just to see the purple fox stuck. " Alright Alright! Dear fucking lord you so annoying!" I said as i help her down, getting a good look at her before letting her go. " Thanks fucker!" " You the one who ask for my help!" We argue as we sternly looked at each other before Saul said something. " They waiting for us, let go before they go without us g-g-guys." I watches Saul and F.j walked toward the men as Megan punch my shoulder before following them, sighing loudly and follow behind. The place was a forest, the leaves were about to grow back and the grass was about to turn green again as we walked. Spring was coming back, perfect timing as well, B.J should had already have his heart operation by now... At least he having a better life than i am. I remember promising him that i will come back. He was like a little kid, if it wasn't for that wheelchair, people wouldn't thought of us as separate age, we are twins, we both the same height, same looked except for the hair style and different personality trait... I remember when we were little, B.J would always race other kids in wheelchairs and after the race, he would cheer at everyone that they did a amazing job... That was until... that day... " I watch him as we cheer non stop for B.j to win, his face had that grin with his chipped buck tooth, he was in the hospital gown shirt and pant. I was only in long sleeve shirt and blue gym pants. the hospital was full of people and at the end was the ribbon, it was red with a mix of rainbow letter saying " Finished" on it. " Come on little brother!! you can do it!! I shouted as everyone watches B.j went pass the ribbon before stopping, running by his side to see that he was looking down, a smile still on my face. " Hey you won!.... B.J?" I touch his shoulder to see dropped of bloody as i immdently went in front of him and move his head up. My body suddenly went from normal to freezing. blood was coming out of his tears gland as his eyes were like mine, the sockets were black and his eyes were blue with yellow near the pupils. " B.J?! can you hear me?! B.J?! BENNY?!" I watches as the doctors and nurses pull me away from him and lead me to the room as they take him to the emergency room, i looked at my hands, they were cover with his blood. I felt tears falling down, I immdently went to the bathroom and wash the bloody off, watching the watery redness going down the drain. Oh god!! m-m-my little brother!! w-why him?!... Why....I waited in my bed for the doctors and B.j to come back... What taking so long? This shouldn't take forever for them to come back! Just then, i heard the door open and see B.J being wheel in by the nurse, his eyes... they were bandage! What the fuck did they do to him?! " He need to rest for a couple of months" The nurse said as she put B.J in bed, I watch as she turn to me. " Let me know when he wakes up and start to say.... some crazy stuff..." She said as she walked out. I looked at the limp rabbit as the heart monitor beeps, but everything else was silent... we have no visitors, it was just silent. No laughing, no music, no conversation... nothing. I sat there for hours, too afraid to leave his side, how can they do this... or was it the doctors or the nurses that cause it? i lay on my bed before pulling out a notebook and a pen and start to write. "

 B.J POV

I looked at J.B notebook, it was usually full of his thoughts and feelings, my legs were strong enough ( thanks to Mangle) to be stand up and walk around for awhile until they collapse due to the pressure on my knees that cause me to be in a wheelchair in the first place. The room i was staying was white with white carpets, the bed was only a single with pillow and blankets, a dresser and a night stand where my bed is, and then the desk was built for me when im either standing or in a wheelchair. Outside my door is the argument of Nathan and Flint about a singing competition, i close the notebook and about to put it back until a slip of paper fall out of the back, i looked at it and pick it up while putting the notebook back. " What this?" It was folded until i unfolded it to see J.B handwriting on it and then start to read. My heart sank while tears fall down as i read " All about B.J. Home." on the top of the paper. I walked on the stage as i looked at Shade who had his guitar on him, then at Annaruis, she had the keyboard in front of her and then at nathan, as always, has drums in front of him. Shade looked back at me as i nodded before looking at front as him and the others started to play before i started to sing what was on the paper. Was it you?Or was it me?Is this a nightmare or just a dream?I've lost my mind I've lost myself Am I at home Or am I in Hell?I looked around the place, they were listening like if they were in a trance before they start to gently dance, they really like it! I'm in my room They're by my side My little monsters they try to hide I've tried to run They're close behind I cry for help But no one is in sight But now I'm home Right where I belong And I cannot stay strong And in my mind It's what I deserve all along I kept on singing like it was impossible to stopped as they kept on dancing, i step forward a bit to balance myself, trying not to fall down by the pressure.Just let me go!I'm trapped within my home They left me all alone It's all I know As my fear grows It's where I call my home They're in my room They're in the hallsAnd underneath my bed They say I'm sick Well maybe I'm just better off dead Their wicked words They cut my nerves And make me feel like I'm nothing They say get closer But I'm scared They put me down No this Isn't fair They mock my name Put me to shame So like balloons I'll float away The words were so familiar to me, it was like if J.B knew how i felt, he is my twin but we both had different personality and plus i was the one who was ill... Unless the day my eyes were fixed, when i told him about the visions. But now I'm home Right where I belong And I cannot stay strong And in my mind It's what I deserve all along Just let me go!I'm trapped within my home They left me all alone It's all I know As my fear grows It's where I call my home Can you even hear me cry?I know you're broken deep inside I swear I'll Put you back together My voice was starting to sing softly as i couldn't take the pressure as i got near the edge and sat down on it, i felt tears in my eyes as i looked up at the ceiling, seeing a hole where the moon shine through, the others softly played as the rest stopped and watches. But now I'm home Right where I belong And I cannot stay strong AndAnd in my mind It's what I deserve all alone Just let me go!I'm trapped within my home They They left me all alone It's all I know As my fear grows It's where I call my home By the time i stopped singing and the other stopped playing, everyone was applauding at us. Some had tears in their eyes, some was smiling and some were cheering as i slide down to where my wheelchair is. " that hurt but it was worth it though." my voice was heavy a bit as i wheel back to my room and shutting the door in the process, only to looked up to see a bald guy, he wore a purple night guard suit and was laying on my bed. My breath hitch in my throat as he suddenly disappear. Oh god..... It him!