Addiction

Prologue

*2 Years Before*
Eva's POV

I sat directly across from Ingrid and Jonas as she clung to him as if he was her only source of life. He stared at me intensely with his gray eyes and I could feel my pale face become red with a blush. I looked away and eventually Ingrid unraveled herself from him and left to go home. Jonas stayed to talk like we usually do but I could tell that today was different.

"Hey, mind if I plug in and play some music?" He said through the quiet air. I smiled at his genius suggestion which made him smile back.

"Go ahead. Um, I'll go get us something to drink." I said before walking away. My mind went straight to getting us hard liquor but I didn't want to seem to pushy with him. I grab myself a beer and one for him as well and hope that he doesn't think I'm assuming things are gonna get weird. I handed him his beer and he nodded as a thank you and I walked away to go stand by the window. I looked out and wondered where my mom could be at this exact moment and was she thinking about me? I never liked having my mom leave for weeks sometimes even months on end. 

I am brought out of my thoughts when I hear Jonas take a sigh behind me. I turn to him and his eyes now gazing deeper into mine as if he is trying to figure out that I wish he was mine. He was the love of my life and my best friend's as well and yet she won him over first but their has always been an undeniable spark within Jonas and I.

Is he thinking about me like how I do for him? This is your time to do it. Make the move. You know that Ingrid and him have been arguing and having troubles. She should take your feelings into consideration. If the next song is some Kygo shit then I have to make a move.

My subconscious throws those thoughts at me a million miles an hour and suddenly something by Kygo comes on. I gasp and hope he hadn't had heard me. I do as my brain tells me and my lips connect with his quickly which sends a jolt of electricity through my body. He grips my waist tight and pulls me closer than ever and suddenly, time is frozen. His lips are in sync with mine and I can't remember a time in my life that I've ever felt this much bliss. We pull away and as I do I see a smile cover his face.

"You don't know how long I've been waiting to kiss you." He whispers loud enough for me to hear. I sigh and stare into his captivating eyes until I hear Ingrid's high pitched voice.

"What the fuck is going on here?!" She says and I can see the anger growing within her.

"Ingrid it's not what it looks like. We were just talking." I say trying to find a reason that Jonas would have his hands on my hips and our bodies would touching:

"Save the speech you fucking slut. Have a good time with him. He's all your now." She screamed once more before she finally left. I sighed and knew that there was nothing I could say or do now. Jonas turned me to face him and I began to cry as he held my face delicately. He kissed my lips and heat ran throughout me. All I wanted to do was forget losing my best friend and I knew the best way to do forget everything then was to just let the ecstasy of Jonas fill my body.