NF 2 [COMPLETED]

Tuesday, December 13 2016

Mann I know I try to hold the tea for this rest of the week. But I cannot. Mann I'm so pissed I wanna cry.

Dee‼️
This is how it started. Y'all know we have been talking for a while now. But he intended on flirting. All I wanted was his friendship even though I had a huge crush on him! So taking a huge risk I decided to talk to him. On this level. The level of talking that intends on something in the end. I gave him a piece of me I don't know if I can get back. A week later he has a girlfriend like what the hell? Why would you start something like this if you knew you wouldn't finish it. So I'm pissed, I feel as if I have no other reason why I wouldn't be. Then, he had the nerve to try to acknowledge me in the hallway, like boy what do you expect. So I brush it off. Over the weekend he tried to approach me wrong. So then I had more of a reason to be mad.

I come back to this shidd. He's back in my face trying to flirt with me and play with me. Like boy how about you go tell your girlfriend to play 8ball with you. So you can play games. Because I'm not the one. I'm not your side hoe. Your fall back plan. Your plan B or your motherfcking holla back girl. He even got the nerve to slight bick face me. I got so fucking mad. I had to leave him alone the whole day. And then 2nd period happened. One of my friends just spilled the whole goddamn truth. He's been talking to me,this girl, this girl, and that girl. He even told one of my friends he will fuck her and make her booty fatter. Like what in the world? Damn I sure know how to pick em. But you know what's the fcked up thing is. I don't even think he likes me. Damn.

I found his girlfriend a few weeks back. But I wanted to make sure it was her. So I asked him about her. I sent a picture to him asking him. But he responded "What about ha". Not really clarifying or denying the accusation. Indicating he wasn't prepared for this he didn't think or know I knew. He must've thought I was dumb.

On my way to lunch I walked with my friend and bumped into him. I ignored him so much. He kept trying to talk to me so he had pulled my hair a little. Which made me say "don't talk to me", and we walked away. After good advice from my friends in lunch it was over and I walked my friends to their classes. Since I'm now a office aide. On my way to their classes. Boom. There he is. Standing even looking like been here waiting for me to come down there. So there it was I was just fed up! He reached the very last button. I zoomed off so bad. Yet everyone who had a piece* between their legs made me furious. All because of one dude. I rush to the office and there I seen him again he glanced at me. And I became the goddess of fury. I swear something sweet is coming to replace this. There I am stuck not knowing what's my next move. I got to come up with a new plan to recover. Because TBH my feelings were crushed through all I found out today.

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