NF 2 [COMPLETED]

Thursday, January 26 2016

It's so much crazy shidd that been happening. I didn't know where to start.

A few weeks ago I began to feel at my lowest point. Well at a uncomfortable stage. I had found out my suspicions to Corey having a girlfriend were true. Ever since I made it clear I didn't care. Shidd been happening to come bite me in the ass. The text messages and snaps. Starting with negative situations tryna get at me.

I eventually met this new boy. He's older than me. But I became very fond of him. But I'm not mentioning to no one. I guess if I don't allow it to my head I don't have to think about it.

Dee has became a burden I wish to not talk about. He push me to the farthest this week. Also the lies of a friend that indicated he could never be happy with his girlfriend became heart break as well. One day I decided to really say something to him. But he responded with the accusations I had tried to talk to him. There I knew it all. He knew about all my plans, yet engaged playing with knowing what I had wanted from him. It gives me reason to believe that he was gonna go with that girl no matter what. But if you didn't want me, you could've said exactly that. But instead you intended on my misery. And yet you still are. I tried to wish you a good bye. But now I hate you. I think being friends is not in the discussion as well.

Also everyone I had talked to is yet happy with someone. I'm not jealous I just can't get the fact I wasted time and patience on basically nothing. If I ever get a chance with a really good boy. This time I will be straight up and won't sacrifice it.

One more thing. About a month ago I had found myself crushing on this dude. To me he is every thing I want and desire to be with. He even had noticed me. I'm not really saying nothing to him. But there's just something about him.

I'm beginning to update stories again. Coming soon...