NF 2 [COMPLETED]

Saturday, January 14, 2017

Man I tell you the craziest thing has happened. I don't know what to do. And what I mean by that I'm lost and confused by even choices I made in my head. Yall help

It all started with a DEE.
He continue to mess with my emotions and play with me. To the point I was going crazy in my head. I thought that every presence I saw him was a sight.
This new girl came along and he was kind of fond of her. Soon I realize that me and he was never going to be. So I left them alone. Then I happen to like a boy which nickname could be Perry. Maybe God didn't want me with him but is soon as I was thinking about considering about talking to him he has a girlfriend the new girl.

That's not all. Y'all know the how many times I punish myself based on the fact that I couldn't who I want it because of somebody else. But now I blame that person you ruined a friendship and someone who is looking for love you and a part of me and now you are my problem. With the biggie is. Deep in my heart as I think about all the things we went to I want Cory back. And as I think about it what the hell is wrong with me I went on this rant about how I don't want him, I don't want nobody, I'm single I'm doing this and that but now I want this ni**a the fuck is going on with my heart.

And there's more. I have even asked my cousins to see about Monica. Like if I was going to go back with her. Hell I even tried to text my ex what the hell is wrong with me.

I'm stuck this time. I don't want to be with nobody but my heart tells me otherwise. I'm just going to remain single til I could find what my heart wants but until then I'm so confused. I'm just have to sit here and wait out the wait.

To know I'm the reason why all of this stuff even happened. That was the full moon I guess the crazy shit that was supposed to happen. I'm tired of this. If I'm trying to wait here for a new Chapter to start it's not gonna work. So I guess I'm going to make my new chapter I'm going to move on from this and I will not let these Niggas has the best of what I call my dangerous part emotions. Goodbye.

New book 'failure' coming soon...