NF 2 [COMPLETED]

Friday, May 5 2017

Mann my worst nightmare has came...

I can't possibly handle this! Ugh 🙄🙄

It all started in the morning, Gavin did not sit by me, which made me feel some type of way. But I thought he was tired sitting by all us girls, that he wanted to be with his boys today.

But sadly that was not the case.

Bree and I was walking to class and I saw him. I was planning to go up to him and pull his hair. But as soon as I was four steps behind him. I notice his arm was around Maleya. (A girl he used to like. I quickly rerouted my ass to upstairs and continued my journey upstairs.

At first, I let it be. I also thought maybe I was seeing things. But it still made me feel a lil off. I mean I don't get it, we just was talking yesterday.

2nd & 3rd period came and I felt like crying. My eyes became teary eyed all day.

4th period came and I walked to class and dropped my stuff off. Something told me to walk to Naisa class and tell her something I heard from Bree. On my way there I saw Gavin meeting up Maleya, which usually never happens on a Bday!

I jet right back to class pissed.
I began to feel emotions I didn't want to feel. 😞

Then lunch came around and I felt a little better.

Me and Naisa met up after we got our lunch and walked to the restroom. We came back and there was Gavin sitting in my sit at the lunch table, by Maleya.

He quickly got up. I became furious!

Towards the end of lunch, when we was walking back to class. He was hugged on her! My heart began to break at the sight.

Yet after all this shidd, he didn't acknowledge me at all.

So I texted him back, but he just saw it and didn't reply. Like wtf?!

I later decided to call him. He mentioned he talks to Maleya and that we are still friends.

He kept calling and I kept hanging up.

Talking about are you going to Shiane's party.

🙄🙄