NF 2 [COMPLETED]

Sunday, May 28 2017

Broo a lot has happened.

Just last Tuesday I cut off Gavin.

I told him that:
I don't want part of this anymore. Friends? Sure. But fr this time I'm not having it. I don't wanna be somebody's play toy anymore. I'm not playing second fiddle to nobody. I don't care.

We kept hanging up and calling each other. We kept arguing and getting each other mad. Until the third time I hunged up and said I'm done.

I was mad at the fact he said he cared, but someone who cares about, wouldn't want to see you hurt, or wouldn't want to hurt you.

After a few hours he called me to see if we was cool and if I was alright. Which was shocking, he never did that before. There was something slowly changing in him, I could sense. It can be love, can't be. Not in the fuck boy, hoe, Mr. player. Fall in love that's foreign to his kind. I wonder.

After that, I made sure to avoid him and go about my life. I felt all of the things I went through, I can't go through this. Hell im Mrs. Independent. So I decided to woman up and just go on with life.

Out of nowhere he texts me on Saturday.

We kept talking bout everything and chilling on the phone.

Then today as well. The good morning texts, the calls, and FaceTime. He texts me first.

But in conclusion...

Signs were there. I knew it.
He kept saying he talks to me more.
That he never said he loved her to her.
That she boring.
That she always getting mad and never understand.
That he likes me more.

But one thing that reminisces in my head.

Is .
.
.

Why keep talking to her then. I'm the one for you. Damn is it so hard to realize that?! Ugh

But in the end I won't fold.
Shidd I got too many friends nigga you just a tag a long, until I'm done waiting.

✌🏿