NF 2 [COMPLETED]

+ january 14

There I was thinking that the craziest thing already happened. But was only the beginning...

I was right about the full moon. But then again what all good bad comes.

I just couldn't believe that it happened. Everything I said this morning was true about how I felt. And to know all of this is going to happen. I'm so surprised. It felt like God answered the little prayers that I did have.

First my brother had come to see me. I missed him so much. I was so happy that he came I just felt like the extra help I needed in the morning was there and it was kind of cool I haven't seen him in a while. It was funny how everyone said that we looked like a cute couple and we should go out.

I had saw Corey a few days back but I didn't tell y'all. But I saw him today as well. It felt weird and awkward while I was around him.

J**h had came out to chill with me and my brother(R). We were playing and having fun. Until he wanted to hang with Corey and them. In my mind I didn't want to step foot near him. So me and R kept walking and chilling till R went to play football and I sat on the bench. Eventually, Corey and his posse came by me and was also chilling on the bench. It actually wasn't exactly what I thought it would be like. They were just chilling not roasting or dumb shidd.

Towards the end of our many conversations. Corey actually did the most mature thing and acknowledge me goodbye as well. When he had to go in. And said with my nickname. There it was. My miracle. I wished that me and him could go back to the days we were cool like buddies and not enemies. And I got just that.

Soon everyone left. R, j**h and I kept walking around talking and playing and stuff. There it was again. The moment when I don't honestly care about that person they care about you. J**h kept flirting with me. I found myself drifting off into space and felt his eyes on me at all times. But this time I wasn't interested. I would not allow myself down that trap so I was distance towards anything.

I just couldn't believe I'm cool with both of them. I'm happy my prayers had been answered.

But I think j**h is really accepting me back. Because he even called me as soon as I went inside. We shared a few laughs and conversations.

But I needed to be alone the remainder of the night to wrap my head all around this.

But honestly I've never felt this happy in my life. It feels good for once. ☺️☺️