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NF 2 [COMPLETED]

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Welcome to the love games! 'Love War Affection' I was in love but forced to move on. Now it's different which can be a little interesting. Faith keeps coming telling me that it's gon come around. But what if I'm really done this time. Confusing co...

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Thursday, June 15 2017

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by Twayythekid

by Twayythekid

I'm single again.

Idk how to explain what I'm feeling. I know I'm scared to move on, but I think it's time I get him out my life for good. Yes, I'm talking about Gavin.

This what I received: ⤵️

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That's basically it. I text some other stuff but all he did was read it.

What kinda shit is that. I called him tryna clarify what he was saying, but it didn't really make sense.

But I worse thing I did, I cried otp with him. I never felt embarrassed and vulnerable in my life. But I'm ready to let go. When you love someone so much, you want them closer, but sometimes God is only teaching you a lesson. He wants you to be strong enough to let go. He has greater people for you leading ahead.

But I felt if he wasn't ready he should've told me. No he decided to lead me on. Right when I'm ready he's not.

Every time he has mentioned let's be friends. It was not for the best. He started to push away, and be on someone else.

So he expects me to think this is different. How much you wanna bet, if I leave, he'll go back to Maleya.

I'm sorry but I can not change a fuck boy.

What I'm gonna do? Is a question I will have to leave up to God. Cause I'm all out of answers.