"Friends" || G.D. ||

Two: Declaring Feelings

Lynn

When I went back to the room, I was expecting Gray and Ethan to be there but that wasn't how it was. 

"Ethan went to the kitchen to get popcorn," Gray explained "but there wasn't any so he just left to go to the store. He'll be back." 

"Oh, okay. I didn't ask though." I said laughing, trying to not be weird.

I sat back down next to him where I had been. Credits, great. I missed the whole episode. Wonderful. I looked over at Gray to find him looking at me. We both quickly looked away. I hope this doesn't last forever. 

"Okay. Look I don't know what happened earlier but can we just either drop it or talk about it!" I snapped. I hadn't meant to snap but I don't do so well with awkwardness. Gray knows that so he should understand. 

Grayson

"Look, Lynn, I don't know what happened. I hadn't meant to kiss you. Trust me. I have been trying as hard as I can possibly bear to not but it just happened because you were there being yourself. And it was hard to not look at you and then I just could help myself. You don't realize this but you are really beautiful and being around you these last couple months have been hard because all I want to do is just be with you and just make you feel good, but I alsodon'twanttoruinourfirendshipsoIamverysorrybutIjustcouldn'tNOTkissyou" I hurried in a rush *(that said, if you couldn't read it, : but I also don't want to ruin our friendship so I am very sorry but I couldn't just NOT kiss you!)* 

Lynn just stared and I waited for her answer. 

Lynn

Oh. My. God. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So much was going through my mind. I couldn't think. I have never thought about him as more than a friend. He is hot, don't get me wrong, but he is too hot to be with me. I mean we are only a couple days apart. My mom got pregnant RIGHT after their mom did so they are older by a little bit. I wouldn't have ever thought someone would actually like me like that. I have had a couple of boyfriends here and there but none were serious. They just wanted sex that I wasn't giving out. So, I am a virgin because I have been waiting for Mr. Right.

What if Mr. Right has been right in front of me all along? I'm going to go for it and hopefully I don't ruin out friendship.

Grayson

Lynn has been sitting there just biting her lip and what it looks like is thinking how to leave the fastest. Damnit! Why did I have to ruin a perfect friendship. Why couldn't I just shut my mouth and just not say anyth--

"Sorry. I was thinking and I left you there on the cliff but okay. We could try. I just never thought that you -- thought that." she said.

"Are you messing with me right now. Because if so that is so not cool." I replied.

"No, I'm being serious. We could try . . . " she said. "Could we try that kiss again because that was so unexpected and then Eth came in and I was just so shocked."

I leaned over faster than I did last time. Our lips met and I felt the scabs on her lip. A tingle went down my spine. I was so happy. I pushed my tongue in her mouth, not even caring to ask permission like last time. I couldn't believe that I was actually kissing her and she was kissing me back! Her mouth moved against mine almost like we had done this more than once. We were one person. We were one. 

This isn't even us just kissing anymore. This is a full-on make-out session and I'm enjoying the fuck out of it.

Her cold hand slides around my neck and into my hair. She starts to tug on my hair a little bit and then she bites my lip. Not hard enough to hurt but enough to turn me on. Mmmmm.

Lynn

His mouth is against mine. Moving faster and faster by the minute. I hadn't expected this but I don't mind one tiny bit. 

My body wants to get closer to him and decides to do it without even asking my brain. My hand goes from holding on tightly to my sweats to sliding around his neck and his hair, pulling on it. I then decide to bite his lip and he lets out a small moan. Now, that was hot. 

He pulls me on his lap and my legs automatically go around his waist. He starts to kiss my cheek and slowly goes down to my jaw. My head rises to the ceiling and my arms are around his neck. My panties are becoming damp. I start to feel something rise under me and get confused for a second until I realize that he is getting a boner. By now, he is leaving kisses on my neck and sucking. 

My legs are shaking and I feel a flutter in my lower belly. I feel sick but a good kind of sick. This feeling is so foreign. I don't know what to do. A moan slips out of my mouth. This is going a little far but I don't want it to stop. No one is home except me and Gray. Or so I thought . . . 

Ethan

I pull up to me and Grayson apartment after going to get the popcorn. Lynn has her own apartment next to ours. When we decided to move from New Jersey to Cali Lynn couldn't not come with us so it was agreed that we watch out for each other. Our moms are both okay with it as long as we come back ever so often. I mean we are all 17 now but I'm the oldest and then Gray. Lynn' birthday is on the 19th. We are only three days older. 

I get out of the car and grab the plastic bag. When I walk in the apartment, I drop the bag on the tables. I can hear Lynn and Gray talking so I hover outside the door. Maybe now I will know what's up. 

"--left you there on the cliff but okay. We could try. I just never thought that you -- thought that." Lynn said.

"Are you messing with me right now. Because if so that is so not cool." Grayson said back. 

"No, I'm being serious. We could try . . . Could we try that kiss again because that was so unexpected and then Eth cam in and I was just so shocked." she said. Wait, what? They kissed?! OHMYGOD! That's why she was acting weird and went to the bathroom. Whoa. Wow. 

I listen more closely but I couldn't hear anything anymore. Maybe they were just not talking. Maybe they actually were kissing. I don't think so. I don't think Grayson would do tha--. Moan. I heard a moan. I listen. I heard another moan. NO FUCKING WAY!

I decide to act like I hadn't heard any of that and just open the door. I open the door.

"Hey, guys! I brought back some--WHOA. WHAT THE HELL!" I said. Lynn was on Grayson's lap with her legs around him and he was leaving hickey's on her neck. 

They sprang apart. What the actual fuck?