"Friends" || G.D. ||

42: I'm Sorry

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Nothing better than eating peanut butter and writing about the Dolan Twins (also finishing all of my work for the next week for now). Lol gotta love me. 

Lynn's P.O.V.

I cry into Monica's chest for a while until she pulls back, "You need to stay here tonight. Stay and Ethan can stay over there," she says. 

"He already is. I asked him if he would stay there so I could be over here," I say hiccuping because of crying. 

"What happened. Who is it?" she asks. 

"I don't know! Grayson. Grayson is mad at me or something. He is being pissy with me and giving me dirty looks. We were having a good time--just having fun-- and then Ethan came in and Grayson left me and went to Ethan and started talking to him and I tried to go in there and was angry at me and I don't even know what is wrong or what I did!?" I said, sobbing and wiping the tears from my face again. 

I sit there and cry into my hands and put my head down. After a while I say, "I'm tired. I'm just tired. I'm going to go lay down. What room are you moved into?" I ask. 

"I put my stuff in the one that has a bathroom. You can lay in there and I can lay on the cot in the same room if that is okay with you," she says.

"That's fine," I say. I get up and go to the room. I plop on the bed and fall asleep immediately. 

Grayson's P.O.V. 

After Lynn left, Ethan gave me a weird look. I hear my front door open and then close. 

"What is going on with you guys? I thought you were okay," Ethan says. 

"Nothing is wrong Ethan. She is fine," I say. 

Her front door opens and then slams. A few seconds later we hear crying. It sounds loud but the walls make it quieter. Still crying, though. 

Ethan looks at me and raises an eyebrow, "Really? She is okay?" he says. 

I sigh, "Don't worry about it, Ethan." 

I can hear Lynn and Monica talking. I hear Lynn say faintly that she doesn't know what she did. My heart drops. I am hurting her and I am not meaning to. I don't mean to do this to her. 

"What do you mean don't worry about it?! You were an ass to her. Your best friends and GIRLFRIEND and now she is bawling her eyes out and you don't even care?" he says. 

"Ethan!" I say. 

"What? Don't want me to say it. You were just fucking fingering her and now you are going to be an ass to her. I don't even want to talk to you anymore. Just go, Grayson. You are being a real asshole right now," Ethan says. 

"Let me--" 

"No. Just go, Grayson," Ethan interrupts. 

I walk out of the room and go to mine, thinking about how I am going to say sorry. 

About an hour and a half later, I get up and walk to her apartment. I need to talk to her. I walk in and Monica looks at me. 

"I thought you were Ethan for a second," she says. "What are you doing here, Gray?" she asks. 

"I need to talk to Lynn," I say. 

"She is sleeping," she says. 

"I don't care. I will lay with her until she gets up, then," she says. 

"That probably isn't smart but whatever. I am going to bed anyway. I'll be in the other room that is going to be Ethan's," she says and walks away into her room. 

I walk into Lynn's old room and see her asleep on the bed. I can see the tear soaked pillow and her red face from crying.  I cover her up and lay next to her. I don't mean to fall asleep, but I do. 

Lynn's P.O.V. 

I wake up with a warm body next to me. I look over and see a sleeping Grayson. I don't care how childish it may seem, but I don't want to be near him right now. I stand up, careful to not wake him, and take the blanket. I leave the room and fall asleep on the couch. 

I am woken up by getting shaken and the sun in my eyes. It was dark the last time I had my eyes open. I turn around to see who woke me and see Grayson. 

He smiles at me and I turn my back to him, "Why did you leave the bed last night?" he asks. 

"Don't ask stupid questions," I say, keeping it short. 

"Hey, will you look at me, please," he says. I say nothing and stay where I am. "Okay, fine. I guess I deserve that." 

It is quiet for a couple minutes and then I hear him sigh. "Yell at me. Do something. Don't just sit there quietly," he says. 

"Why? Why can't I sit here quietly? We were fine. We were having fun and then you were a prick. You were rude to me and gave me looks. And for what? I don't even know? I have no fucking clue what I even did wrong to you. I stayed up and thought about it after I came out here. The only thing I came up with that makes sense is that you are lying. Lying about wanting to have a kid with me. I asked you if you wanted to and you said yes. Then we had fun and you got pissy. You thought about it more and decided it was a terrible decision. I could care less but next time could you just be a little nicer about changing your God damned mind!" I burst. 

"That isn't true!" Grayson says, shocked, "I want to. I just got pissed at myself and at Ethan for coming in at that moment. I am pissed at myself because whenever I am around you, I can't help but touch you. I can't help wanting you. I can't help it. I am so drawn to you and I don't think about the things I do before I do them or even where I am at when I do them. I hate that about myself. You are just so damn beautiful and I can't resist you. I love you and I get pissed at myself for not being able to hold myself back from my desires. I took that out on you and I'm sorry. I really am. So I have a proposal. I take you out tomorrow night. We go out on a date and I make it up to you. What do you say?" he finishes. 

I take in what he said and think about it. Really think about it. Of course I want to go. 

"Yes. My answer is yes," I say and I grab his neck and pull him in closer to me and when his lips touch mine---I feel fireworks. 

I have been waiting to write this all day and I finished my homework so go me. My french was effing hard though but I learned: J'ai terminé tous mes devoirs afin que je puisse faire tout ce que je veux.

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