Dirty
Lynn, Grayson, and Ethan have all been best friends since they were babies back in New Jersey. Nothing changed after the twins and Lynn moved to California. Things start to change two years later as Lynn gets more curves and Grayson can't help...
As my body starts to feel normal again, I feel more of the pain as Grayson carries me into Ethan and Gray's place. I can feel Grayson's depression as he carries me and it makes me even more upset because he doesn't know what happened. He just sees my beat up body. He doesn't know what Kyce did.
He carries me into his bathroom and sets me down in the tub. He looks at me and wipes his face.
"How are you feeling, Lynn? Are you in any pain? I can go get some pain medication," he says and I shake my head no, keeping my head down. I can't look at him and see the depression that sits on his face or the anger. I can't fix what happened but I can't let Grayson know what happened. Not yet.
"Okay. You are pretty dirty. Want some privacy so you can wash up?" he asks and I nod my head yes. He gets out and closes the door behind him. I don't move. I don't think I can. I am in so much pain. I just sit in the tub not moving, just thinking.
Kyce was so calm. He had planned it all out and I was dumb for falling for it. I told him I wanted to forget about everything for a little while so he drugged me. He raped me and he made me feel useless. I was dumb and Grayson was right. I start to cry again and think more about how I should have listened.
I shouldn't have become so antisocial and I should have never believed Kyce when he said that he had changed. Who ever actually changes? That person is still inside them. That person is still there. They are just way down deep and they build and get worse and attack at once. I could have stopped it but I didn't listen to the person I loved and loved me back. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.
Grayson must have noticed that I was alone in here for 20 minutes and the water never came on because he walks inside and looks at me. He walks out and returns with pain medication.
"Open your mouth, babe," he orders. I open my mouth and swallow the pills. He gives me a glass of water but when I don't take it, he puts it to my mouth and helps me. He sets the glass on the sink and turns back to me.
His hand reaches out and grabs the bottom of my shirt. He starts to undress me, him being the second guy that did today. His hands feel nothing like Kyce's though. He is much gentler about it. He gets my shirt half way off before I realize that I have bite marks on my boob from Kyce. His rough sex comes back to my head, him gripping me in places that make me squirm thinking about it and Kyce biting and sucking on different places of my body.
By the time I try to move away, Grayson has my shirt off. When I ran off, I didn't put on my bra or underwear so I am left bare from my waist up. Grayson looks at the forming bruises on my stomach from Kyce punching and kicking me and sees the bite marks on my boobs. He recoils and looks at me.
"What the hell, Lynn?!" he explodes. He sounds mad. He sounds like he is mad at me, more specifically. I continue to look down as he yells at me.
"So we don't talk for a couple days and you sleep with another guy?" he says. Oh-no. That is not what happened at all. I shake my head. "Let me guess. Was it Kyce?" I look at him and tears come to my eyes. "It was! Oh my God, Lynn. I thought you said you loved me. I loved you for godsakes!" he looks at me disgusted.
He thinks I slept with Kyce and then got beat up by some random person? Oh, god. He thinks I wanted to sleep with Kyce. I start to cry and shivers rack my body. It is then when I hear Ethan's voice.
"are you fucking doing? She is scared and you are yelling at her? What the hell Gray? Can you not she how messed up she is? Did you even ask her what happened?" Ethan is saying.
Grayson turns and he looks at me so does Ethan. I feel exposed having no shirt or bra on.
"What happened, Lynn?" Ethan asks. He walks over and takes my hand. I breathe out in pain. "Sorry," he says. I shake my head, signaling it is okay. I don't say anything so Ethan asks another question. "Did you and Kyce have sex?" I nod my head yes. I hear Ethan and Grayson's sighs. I try to talk to defend myself but my throat is dry.
"What?" Ethan says. I point to the cup of water. Ethan hands it to me and I drink it, pain in my arms as I hold the cup. I drink all of it and test my voice.
My voice is cracked but I say "I didn't want to, I swear," I start to cry and shivers rack my body.
"What do you mean, Lynn?" Ethan asks and Grayson looks at me as I cry harder and harder. I can't seem to stop and my body shakes as I cry. I manage to choke out some words.
"He-he put something in my drink. My-my-my body got al-all weak and I couldn't do anything," I say. Grayson walks forward and he grabs my shoulders as he looks into my eyes.
"Who hurt you? Who left all these bruises, Lynn?" I don't say anything as he looks at me and tears fall down my cheeks. "Did Kyce do all this?" he asks. I sob harder and Grayson takes the clue.
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