"Friends" || G.D. ||

30: Don't Have To

Lynn's P.O.V. 

They didn't ask anything after that. Grayson helped me get a bath and took me to his room. I slept in his room for the next week as I gradually got better. I could walk better without it killing me and I could lift things without my arms screaming in protest. 

Grayson continuously asked me whether or not I was going to file a police report. I told him that I wasn't going to and I wanted to leave it alone. He asked me at least 3 times a day. Ethan and Grayson made me breakfast, lunch, and dinner. 

I think about everything that has happened and I am glad that I still have Grayson and Ethan by my side throughout the whole thing. I just wish my mom was here. 

Grayson walks into his room and looks at me. He hasn't really touched me or acted like my boyfriend ever since that day. I am scared that I might lose him and I think he is scared to even mess with me. I hope everything will go back to normal. 

"Hey, Gray," I say. He sits down next to me and puts his arm around my shoulders and pulls me into his chest. He kisses the top of my head. 

"Hey. I'm sorry I have been so distant lately. I just don't know how you will react to me. I still love you. I always will," he says. My face gets warm and I feel happy. How could I have even been dumb enough to not talk to him. 

I look up at him. "You never know how I am going to react. I don't know how I am going to react. I love you and I sure as hell want to make this work but I am just so scared that we are drifting and I don't want that," I say. 

"I don't want that either," Grayson says. 

I continue to look into his eyes and he looks at me. Hi head leans in and before his lips touch mine, I feel the question on his lips, "Is this okay?" 

I nod my head yes as he sets his lips on mine. I feel the rush of happiness as his lips move slowly against mine. My body fills with pleasure that I never had with Kyce; that I couldn't feel with Kyce. Grayson kisses me lightly; the kiss telling me that he loves me and I tell him that back with my lips. He rolls over and hovers above me and I shiver.

His lips break from mine and I see the lust in his eyes. I love him and he loves me. We have a connection that me and Kyce will never have. So why do I feel scared? Why do I want to shove him away and hurt him like Kyce hurt me?

I pull Grayson down to me and continue to kiss him, trying to shove that horrible feeling deep down. Grayson's hands come down on my waist and he hold me gently. He kisses down my face and to my neck. 

"I love you, Lynn," he mumbles against my neck. I make a noise to tell him I love him too. He grabs my shirt and tugs it up and my body shakes. Grayson pulls back and looks at me. "Lynn? It is okay. We don't have to rush into anything. You can take you time. I know that you are scared. We don't have to," he says. 

"I love you, Grayson," I say. I pull him closer, ignoring the weird feeling in my stomach. " I know the first time after everything that happened is going to be scary for me and awkward for you but I honestly want to get it over with. I love you and I can't stand seeing you in pain. I am yours, Gray. Please make love to me." 

He undresses me and I shiver. He undresses himself, too and grabs a condom. I can't remember if Kyce ever put a condom on but I don't want to think about that right now. I want to think about Grayson.

"Are you sure, Lynn?" he asks, hovering right before he enters me. I nod my head. "Okay." He slowly pushes himself inside of me and I groan as I think of Kyce roughness when he did. Grayson stops and I shake me head. 

"Keep going, please, Gray," I whisper in a strained voice. 

He continues and my voice catches. I scratch at his back and he moans in pleasure. "GRAYSONNN!" I try to say quietly. This is nothing like Kyce. Why was I so scared and why would I think it would be the same? 

My body is filled with pleasure as Grayson moves at a faster pace, grunting in effort. His thrusts get sloppy and we finish at the same time. He takes the condom off and puts it in the trash as he lays next to me and pulls me to his sweaty chest. 

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Hours later, we are still awake. I run my hand against his abs and he plays with my hair. It is completely silent and I am totally okay with that. 

Grayson breaks the silence, "What did he do to you?" he asks. 

I stay quiet for a couple minutes and then I say "You don't really want to know, Gray." 

"Yes, I do. I want to know what happened?" he says.

I sigh and start talking, "I was texting him and I said I was bored and tired of being by myself. I said I didn't want to think about anything anymore. He offered to come pick me up. I said yes, like an idiot. He picked me up and we chilled at his place for a couple hours and then he brought some drinks because I was thirsty," I say. 

I sigh and continue, "He drugged it and my body felt weird and I couldn't do anything. I couldn't stop laughing even as he took my clothes off. I tried to get away and I must have kicked him in the balls because he started punching and kicking me. He was so rough and mean during the sex. He bit me and punched me. After he was done, I threw on my shirt and pants and grabbed my purse and ran. Monica picked me up and brought me back here. You know the rest," I finish.

I feel him shake his head and he speaks a few minutes later, "What is his number?" 

"Why?" I ask, dreading his answer. 

"He needs to be taught a lesson," Grayson says. 

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