Eight: A Little Fun

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Grayson's P.O.V.

I want to stop because I know that this isn't Lynn. She is kissing me so hard. She wouldn't do stuff like this but she is grieving and I can't stop. She just keeps pushing me farther and farther with the little things she does. 

I want her.

No. I can't. I have to stop. 

She pulls her lips from mine and jumps down from my waist. She moves her mouth to my neck, sucking on my skin. Her hands are going under my shirt, touching my abs. I let out a small moan. She backs up and grabs my hand and starts walking. I have been in her house millions of times so I know that she is leading me to her room. 

We are soon in her room and she is closing the shades and locking the door. I just stand there. She walks up to me and pushes me a little to where I am standing in front of her bed. She starts kissing me again. She put her hand on my stomach and inches down. 

She unbuttons my pants and shoves them down a little to where they slide down to my knees. I can't let this happen. Right when I am about to say something she traces my V-line and makes me moan a tiny bit. 

"You like that?" She asks me moving her hand lower.

"Uh-huh. Y-yes. But -"

"No buts. Well, maybe except for your butt." 

Her hand is at the top of my boxers and she reaches her hand into my boxers. She lowers her hand slowly, almost like she is trying to tempt me. Her hand brushes my dick and I moan. She might be a virgin but I am not and I haven't had any for a couple of months. But, I can't let the first time we do anything be when she is upset about her dead mother and brother. 

It takes all my will-power to say, "Lynn, we can't do this. I am so sorry."

She looks at me like I am crazy, "And why not?" she asks

"I want to but we can't becau--" I say but she interrupts me

"No, you don't want to do this. You don't want to do this with me. If you wanted to then you would let me make you feel good instead of stopping me. 

"No. I can't let the first time we do anything be when you're -- you're -- uhm" I stutter

"When I am what?!" She shouts at me. "WHAT?! WHEN I AM UPSET?! WHO THE HELL SAID I WAS UPSET AT ALL?! HUH?! FUCKING ANSWER ME, GRAYSON!" She is screaming and crying. "Just go, Gray. Just go away. . . " She says crying. She walks over to the door, unlocks it and opens it. 

I walk to the door but don't go out of it. I walk to her and give her a hug. "Hey, Lynnie. I am so sorry what you are going through. I know. I will leave you alone but you have to promise me to not do anything stupid and call me every hour and tell me you are okay. Just for now. Okay?" I say to her. She isn't trying to yell. She is just frustrated and I understand. 

"Okay. I promise, Gray." 

Lynn's P.O.V.

He left after giving me a kiss on my head. He probably hates me. I pushed him to something that he didn't want to do--wait no correction. Something he wanted to do but couldn't because he is smart and I just screamed at him. He definitely hates me.

I walk downstairs. It is hard to be in this house. I know where the alcohol is and the key to the cupboard. I go get into the fake tree plant by the fridge and get the key. I need to get drunk. 

I know Gray told me to call but I text him saying that I am okay. 

I get out the vodka and chug a couple of gulps. It burns like hell going down my throat at first and then it gets better. I go sit on the couch that smells like my mother and cry. I end up finishing the bottle and cry some more that I have no more. Then I cry about my mother. Somewhere along the lines, it starts to get dark and then its black. Dreams, here I come. 


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