It all passed over in a blur. It seemed like only a few hours ago, you were pacing in your bedroom, wearing a dress and gown, about to throw up everything you’ve ever eaten. There were tears in your eyes and your heart was racing.
Though, every doubt in your mind slipped away when you walked down the clear cut grass that was meant to be the aisle in your back yard. You met Johnny’s eyes and gave him a weak smile.
The minute you both said your I do’s, the boys (with Dallas as his best man) lined down next to him and your sister and friends lined down next to you, was the happiest moment of your life.
You and Johnny didn’t want a special honeymoon- there wasn’t enough money for it, and you guys just simply didn’t do fancy. Instead, you guys were to spend the past couple of days kept up in your small house. It might’ve not been much, but with Johnny there it was enough. He was over the moon and he held a special kind of smile, always referring to you as “Mrs. Cade” or just simply his wife. You knew then you made the right decision to have him as your husband.
The night of your wedding was tiring. Your feet ached and your whole body was sore from dancing all night- same for Johnny. You spent the night in bed, hands intertwined as you held a gaze between you two, telling some embarrassing childhood stories.
After a particularly funny one, and you and Johnny were done laughing so hard you nearly rolled off the bed, he stared into your eyes again. “I love you so much, (Y/N).” “I love you too, Johnny.” He inched closer to you and planted a sweet kiss to your lips. “I don’t know what I’d do without you.” You blushed, then reached up to push a strand of hair behind your face- but he beat you to it. After you were fast asleep, he laid there, buried in his own thoughts. You were snuggled deep into his side, hugging his torso and breathing in his familiar scent. He could go all the way back to the day you two met. He nearly remembered every detail- the way your hair was done, what clothes you were wearing, how you smiled at him and what you sounded like (you had strep throat). He could remember what you smelled like, and what the palms of your hand felt like when you shook his. He could remember your first date perfectly, where you went and what you two did there- just a simple movie at the Nightly Double then a walk around the park holding hands. He could remember your first kiss, and nearly woke you up laughing so hard (you ended up knocking your skulls together, a mistake on both of your part) that same night, how you were both inexperienced and awkward at the new movement. He could remember when you exchanged the first ‘I love you’s’ because he basically screamed it at you and nearly scared you off. He could remember the day you two got engaged, he’d never seen you so happy- or so he thought, because you wore an even bigger smile on your wedding day. He could just sit there for hours and smile at what he was hoping to come. He looked down at his sleeping beauty next to him and smiled, leaning down to press another kiss to your lips. When he pulled away your mouth was pulled into a tight smile and you hugged closer to him. He looked down at you for what must’ve been hours, thinking about how he was so lucky to have you in his life- it might’ve been really cliche to say, but you really do complete him, and him you. Johnny, you started as you looked into his bold dark eyes. Yes, Y/N? He asked as he smiled. "I think I'm ready?" Your voice raised at the end as if asking a question. "Are you sure? I mean I am too but I'd hate to rush you. I want you to be ready." "I am ready, Johnny. I'm sure of it." Johnny nodded his head and kissed you softly, his lips barely touching yours. "It's okay, Johnny. I love you." Johnny's hands shook as he slowly unzipped your white dress. His warn hands carefully pulled it off your body and he blushed. "You're beautiful, Y/N." He said in a whisper. You feel his warm fingers touch your breast lightly and timidly, then he gently holds them. You pulled away and laid down, pulling him with you. He slid off his pants and feel his hard cock brush against you. You gasped for a second then relax, both of you were tense since it was your first time.
"I can't believe we're doing this," he said with utter shock . You rolled your eyes and kissed him again. He had one hand, petting your hair, and one hand on himself . You feel the tip brush against your pussy and shivered. It felt good. With that he slowly inserted a single digit inside of you, eyes completely focused on your face as he watched you close your eyes and bite down on your lower lip ever so gently. He curled it right into your g-spot before pulling it out and inserting it again, repeating his action at a slow but intense pace. After a while, he added another finger and you were about to raise your hips against his hand when you remembered what he asked you. You bit you lips really hard and focused on keeping still, taking in all the pleasure he was giving you. you moaned loudly as he curled up into your g-spot once again, he hummed in appreciation, leaning his head down and putting his mouth on your lips. You trembled under him and your arms were about to come down again when he raised his head and grabbed your chin with his free hand, "I love you, tell me if it's to much, okay?" you nod slightly, you can feel your face getting red as you blush. He had complete control over your mind and body and you just did as he said, forcing your body to keep as still as you could be. You were very close and you didn’t know how you’d handle climaxing when you’re body was using so much energy restraining your own movements. You clenched around his fingers a few times and you didn’t know if you were going to be able to keep your hips down as he led you toward your orgasm. You forced your eyes open and looked him straight in the eyes, his mouth over yours but not kissing you, as if he was just smoking the air that came out of your parted lips. Johnny and you were perfect together and you both knew it.
