No More Sad Songs

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Flashback before jesy stopped

-jesy-
I got up and got dressed putting on a black crop top a chocker blue high wasted skinny jeans and some boots .

Once more before i left the house I looked on Instagram seeing a picture of jhene and some guy. I keep trying to forget her .it wont work . so I left out.
I was at a club Letting the music and alcohol  drown out the sounds of my broke Heart to get my mind off it . I felt a pair of hands grab my waist so I turned around and danced with her not caring that her hands had roamed most of my body at this point I was to drunk to actually give a damn . I went back to the bar of the club getting another drink and Downing it .
Half way through the night I had danced with about 15 people. .dangerous but I didn't care i

" hi" this girl walked up to me and held my hand " hi" I responded
" im Avery" .
"Jesy"  eventually I wound up just going home with Avery I didn't wanna Be alone. 
   I lied in her bed both of us breathing heavy .

-jade-
I waited on the sofa for jesy as the clock struck 5 am . Eventually I realized wasn't coming home today . it had been a month since her and jhene broke up and each night since , she stayed out longer she once had stayed out for 2 days and came home wasted . its Luke I dont know her anymore ..not like I used to . she practically a different person now .  I heard the door of our flat open and a drunk jesy walk through it " JES WHAT THE HELL" I shouted at her . her hair wild and she smelled like sweat, alcohol,  and dollar perfume
" hill jadeee" she smiled " no hi ...jesy did ..are u having one night stands! " I asked " yeah but -" she started but I cut her off. This was beyond different " JESY DO YOU REALIZE HOW DANGEROUS THAT IS " I shouted " whatever" she scoffed rolling her eyes and walking back to her room.
    The next morning (Saturday)  I walked to her room seeing her still asleep " jesy wake up" I shook her " yeah ...what" she sat up despite being hung over
" why are u having one night stands " I asked . she just strugged before she put her necklace back on "to be honest jade I dont really remember anything from yesterday at all " she laughed
" jes that's not funny ..that's dangerous. .something can happen to u if u dont stop ..Ur gonna become an alcoholic if u dont stop " I warned and once again she strugged not caring . I rolled my eyes and left her room going into mine . I dont know what's happenibg with her all I know is i want my bestfriend back

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