Nerd Noon Dyosa Ngayon (PUBLISHED)

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I'm pressured by my family, you and my friend's expectations... I know I'm not a good enough author, but I'm doing my best and I fear to disappoint any of you.

NERD NOON DYOSA NGAYON, SOON TO BE PUBLISHED.

I just wanna thank you all guys for staying. For reading my story up to the end. You made it hanggang dito and it means a lot to me.

Writing was just my hobby at first, now, it's my passion and even became a responsibility. A big one.
Akala ko noon, I'll forever write stories for fun. Little did I know, I'll end up being attached to the readers.

To you.

Yes, you.

Uh-uh. You.

I never thought writing will become a responsibility.

Why?

Kasi kapag hindi ako nakakapag-update, feeling ko ang sama ko. Ewan ko kung ako lang, pero nagi-guilty ako kapag naghihintay kayo. I feel so bad whenever I update late, tapos wala pang kwenta 'yung update ko.

I always tend to be disappointed sa sarili ko. I always feel shy whenever I'm long-time MIA. Which the reason is because of school and household chores. Sorry. I'm really really sorry.

I've started writing this noong 2016. Grabe. Ang dami kong life experiences na na-encounter and almost all of those, may natutunan ako. Maraming nag down sa akin. Trust me, kahit mukhang hindi ako affected. But sobrang madamdamin akong tao, but unlike other people na umiiyak gabi gabi, na naiiyak mga problema nila, I can say that I'm different.

I have this special gift, where I don't cry even when it hurts so bad. Ang nangyayari, sumisikip lang dibdib ko hanggang sa mahirapan akong huminga. My family don't know about this, just some of my friends. I only cry on bts, movies and other peoples problems, but never on mine. And I super hate it!

A lil bit of reminder:
I-appreciate 'yung mga taong nandiyan for you through ups and downs. Maliit man o malaking bagay ang nagawa nila for you, learn to appreciate them.

Second is you need to be thankful. Always. Specially to God who gave me this talent. To the Lord God who made me this successful. Natutunan ko na kapag nakuha mo na ang pinagpe-pray mo, never forget to thank Him.

Marami pa. Sobra. Dalawa lang 'yan sa daan daang natutunan ko sa buhay. Imagine? It's been three years. Yes. It's already 2019, February 9th today.

And yes. Tapos ko na siyang i-revise!

Thank you for loving my works including the person behind it and that's obviously me. For supporting me. Salamat nang sobra. This story will soon to be published. I never thought one of the biggest publishing company would notice this little work of mine. And I'm super blessed.

Para sa mga hindi nagustuhan ang story. Sorry din po I didn't meet your expectations. Sorry for disappointing you. Don't worry. I'm disappointed with myself too, so let's talk. :)

You're not just a reader, but a friend to me. Hindi kayo fans. You're all my friends here. I don't have a thing such as fans, 'cause unang una, hindi ako sikat.
And I don't have haters-- I'm not famous!
Let us all be happy everyday. Sana may natutunan kayo sa story. I didn't write this for just entertainment purposes only. Gusto ko rin i-convey 'yung message na.. No matter what happen, problem will never be a problem.
Why?
Because it's called challenge. At walang challenge na ibinigay ang Diyos na hindi natin malalagpasan.
And kung iniisip mo na pasan mo ang mundo, isipin mo muna ang mga taong pasan din ang mundo, pero hindi kagaya mo na nagmumukmok.
Enjoy life.
Pwede kang masaktan, pero hindi ibig sabihin na buong buhay mo ay sasaktan mo ang sarili mo. Ikaw ang nagdedesisyon para sa sarili mo.
If a challenge was given to you, fight with it. Cry it out to the Lord God. I promise, you'll get through it.
B o r a h a e..
I purple you...
You are my biggest love.
Written --- 2016

Revised ---2019