Faye POV
I've been going to a psychologist. She says I have depression. I guess I do. I guess I just wasn't as strong as I thought I was. I'm shutting all my emotions in lately. I can barely smile. I don't even cry. What's wrong with me? Since I'm at college I have caught up on all my work and I am doing really well in all my classes but my social life is crumbling. Asa comes over but he knows I'm not me anymore. Today I will tell him. I have to.
Asa POV
She's walking up to me. I was just exiting my apartment.
"Hey Faye." I stop short when I see her expression.
Hey Asa, um we need to talk." I gesture towards the house and she shakes her head.
"It'll only take a second." she whispers. Her hair is slowly flapping around her and she has very little makeup on, her clothes are very comfortable looking and she wears a sad frown. I think I might now what this is about.
"Look, I have really been a burden to everyone and I just want to start fresh and give you some freedom without being all tied down-" I interrupt her.
"Faye, you are anything but a burden but if you feel the need to start fresh then that is alright. I will wait for you. Although I don't like it at all. I will." she slowly does yet another sad smile. She wipes away a tear and I slowly move her hair hair away, she flinches. Well that hurt.
"Thank you." then she turns around and walks away. I feel empty. What just happened. I get into my car and drive, hoping to clear my head. Hopefully.
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why me? an Asa Butterfield Fanfiction
أدب المراهقينFaye, a mysterious girl with a dream to get a way from home and pain. She's lost someone close to her. Asa, the gorgeous boy who helps her find herself. And doesn't waste a heartbeat in expressing himself. Will these two both find a balance or wil...
