When I cry at night, who would I call to comfort me?
If I stare hard enough would you notice me?
Walk a little faster in the school hallway just to be next to HIM. Would he notice me? Of course not.
I go to school, come back, go to sleep, and repeat the whole process until it's enough.
Do I get noticed? No. Do I get acknowledged? No.
Go to school smile, pose, act.
Am I special? No. Do they like me? No.
Go home work, sleep, help. Am I good enough now? No. I have to do better to impress.
No friends, no family, just God?
Am I alone in this world? Yes.
I'm never good enough. Not even for myself.
Hospitals. Lots and lots of hospitals.
They can't help me, they never could.
In the end though, I got fixed. But did it help? No. Just another burden that got fixed.
If I died nothing would change. My mother would cry, but that would be all. My sister won't care. I have no friends.
I would soon be forgotten. Please Don't Forget Me. I've already been alone but don't forget me when I'm gone.
I could see it now. The darkness.
I don't need to impress now and I don't need anyone. I just have to carry on with me, myself, and I.
