Oseahumen's Mind:Sad Baby, Cry Baby.

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Have you ever heard of a really sad baby? A baby who could never smile. All she could do was show unhappy emotions.
  That baby was never happy. Everyone might have been happy around her but she just never could be happy.
  The baby had her 1st birthday. She wasn't happy. 2 heart shaped cakes all for her and she wasn't happy. She looked at the cake, touched the cake, but eventually ended up destroying the cake.
  The baby now toddler turned 2 and got her first car. Baby car. All she could do was play with it. She wasn't happy. She tried but couldn't.
The toddler turned 3 and went to school for the first time. Didn't really make any friends because no one liked her. She tried and tried but just couldn't get any. She just became more sad.
  The toddler turned 4 and went to preschool. She cries for her mother but her mother just left her there with all the rude children. She was put in a nap time place next to the world's creepiest puppets. Age asked for another nap time place but never got it. She wanted out at just 4 years old.
  The girl turned 5 and was sent to live with her grandmother with her 3 year old happy baby sister. They started school and literally had series of unfortunate events happen to them   until the person creating it had given up.
The girl turned 6 and returned to her mother after 1 year with living with her grandmother and had Ruffles for the first time. She thought it was disgusting and frowned at it before throwing it away at the airport.
The girl turned 7 and started her first day of 2nd grade. She came late and was bullied. She tried to tell the teacher but the teacher was a bully too. The little girl cried everyday.
The little girl turned 8 and got suspended from school for being accused of some ting she didn't do.
The girl turned 9 and had her first friend. They were the worst friends and the the girl couldn't put her trust in friends again.
The girl turned 10 and was bullied again through school. Everybody hated her but she was just trying to get by.
The girl turned 11 and had her first day of middle school. She hated it but she made friends. 'Finally' she thought. ' I can finally have real friends' she was wrong. They all hated her and she knew but she didn't want to be lonely.
The girl turned 12 and it was her first year taking ap classes. Nobody liked her in the class but she tried her best to be happy she smiled she laughed. It all hurt her face but she wanted to see others happy even though she could never be happy herself.
The girl turned 13. It was her first time having a  crush. Having a crush makes you happy because you have the feeling that he could like you back. Wrong. She knew that she wouldn't be liked back but for some reason the girls heart liked the boy. Her friends who she knows doesn't like her told him that she likes him. She was called ugly and rejected.
  That night that girl sat in front of her  mirror and stared at her reflection for hours. She studied herself. "I'm ugly" she said. "I'm ugly" she said again. "I'm..... ugly?" She questioned herself.
That girl is still 13. Almost 14 years old. She can never be happy. She doesn't trust her friends. Her family doesn't like her. She doesn't like herself. I know the girl is still alive because..........
               ...........The girl is me   

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