Hey guys, it's the author and I am now a sophomore in high school seriously struggling to keep my grades up. I was literally re-reading this book and cringing at my somewhat younger self. She literally had time and head space to be thinking about boys and how "ugly" she was. I'm just trying to finish high school. I think my little crazy boy phase has gone away. I haven't had a crush since 8th grade and I go to school in whatever clean clothes are in my closet. It doesn't have to match with anything. I take all Pre-ap and AP classes so my teachers think I am a robot, and I have like 100 homework assignments due every week and like 15 to do everyday. (I'm kind of exaggerating) Rn I'm supposed to be doing a project for my World History Advanced Placement (WHAP) class, but I'm procrastinating AGAIN because all I want is SLEEP. Anyways, for those who actually paid attention in the past chapters to my craziness obsession for my crush here is how it is today.
Me and A go to the same school. We walk by each other everyday and pretend not to acknowledge the other. He looks my way, I'm glaring. He in my way, I'm pushing. I don't have time to be distracted or be late for class. You can obviously see the difference in emotion. Over the past year or two years if you wanna say, my persona has really dropped. I don't have time to be doing all my crazy things. My mood is somewhat. I feel so calm that it's crazy. And I don't want to let go of my calmness.
My hobbies are sleep, sleep, and sleep. I will marry you if you have a head and a body with everything on it, and are well off. I don't know what looks are anymore. I still talk to most of my friends because I don't have time to be losing them. They're like my children.
And that's all people. Sorry if you didn't like it. Bye:)))))
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