Spring Break...... a day when kids take a one week break from the hell hole we go to called school.
Well everyone is having a great time.
I'm stuck at home doing nothing. NOTHING. My mother thinks this is "Kids stay at home and become Cinderella" week.
I am not kidding this whole week up until now I have worked my ass off.
My birthday is on Sunday, and none of my friends is gonna say anything because I don't have any. And I live in the largest state in the U.S. and I'm not going to do any of the fun things here because I'm stuck going to the movies on my birthday.
I already know what's going to happen because I know the story to Beauty and the Beast. But I don't get a say because my mother had a knife cut open her stomach to get me out ON HER BIRTHDAY.
You might think " what a great gift " WRONG!! Who wants to give birth on their birthday. Because ik damn well I dont.
And you wanna know what my so called best friend is doing? She's tryna get into a relationship with my fucking crush.
What kind of friend knows who you like then end up liking the boy you like because she thinks he's cute.
And guess what. He likes her too. So they would probably go out.
The worst thing she said to me is that if he asks her out she won't accept because I liked him.
She knew I liked him. The worst thing she did was like him knowing I did. So him asking her out isn't a big deal.
So I'm gonna just walk myself to a corner and cry all the tears out because I'm not whet he wants.
So I'm going to go back to school with them all over eachother.
Imagine having liked someone for a long time and dreaming of a relationship with them. Then your best friend comes the next day, and they liked eachother. They are going out.
I just can't believe it. Maybe I am that ugly.
