I turned 17 some months ago, and it is so stressful.
Being 17, you are almost an adult, you're thinking about where the time of your youth and childhood has gone.
Being 17 you are scared because you will have to face the fear of going into the world by yourself.
Knowing that "next year I'm going to be in college by myself without my mother who has taken care of me so well."
This isn't going to be a long chapter but I'm gonna tell you guys this....
When I started this rants book, I was a 13 year old girl who just became a teenager and was hurt from her first, and yes 'till this day, heartbreak and rejection. And now I am a 17 year old girl who, whether I like it or not, is going to be an 18 year old woman next year, and I am TERRIFIED.
I'm scared. I don't have any friends to talk to, no online ones, no real ones. No one to talk to. All I have is this book that no one reads. And I am so scared of how life is gonna treat me because so far, life hasn't treated me right.
Hopefully you guys, anyone out there actually reading this, get to see me in my 18th year continue to write this little Rants book. So I can tell you my adventures of adulthood and all the difficulties that I may face going into the world.
But as of right now, this is all I have to say.
Thank you for your time.
