So tonights the night for Ivys surprise party at our place. Me & her went to get our nails done & grab a few sexy things for our men. Julian & Tony stay back & set everything up & let everybody in. I send the " we're on our way back " message and they say they are ready. I tell her to invite Tony over for cake & maybe a movie. She calls & he says hes wrapped up at practice until 9 but he can come after. She seems a little bummed but she wont be after she sees what he's put together. We get to our parking lot , in the building , open the door & SURPRISEEEEE. Her jaw dropped & she could have cried. She hugged me & thanked me & then proceed to hug both of our boyfriends & thank them. We turned on music. We danced, socialized, & enjoyed our time. After about 3 hours everyone left. It was still a school night. Me & Julian cleaned up and out of no where i get sick again. Now I'm tripping. I know its not poisoning n i didn't get sick all day. Now I'm thinking pregnancy but I'm on birth control. If it continues I'm just gonna go to the doctors. After 2 more days i went to my PCP & they ran blood work & took a pregnancy test. The test came back negative b now my mind is really racing. "What it i have a tumor or cancer" i say to Julian after i get home. " baby your over thinking ". Maybe he's right. But that doesn't mean I'm not gonna worry. I finish my homework & we fuck like theres no tomorrow and then we call it a night. I wake up to a note on the night stand " 7 am practice babe. Ill see you tonight 😉. I love you " 😳😳. We never told each other that. It made me smile but i also wish i could have heard it for the first time. I get dressed and head to class. I see Ivy & told her about my appointment and she says the same thing J said. In the middle of class i get a call from my mom. She never calls me unless she just got dumped. So i go in the hall and take it. I answer " wassup mom " and get " hey. Hows school ". I roll my eyes. " its okay. Its school. Hows everything back home?" She replies " Fine. I just got rid of Tommy's triflin ass. Caught him cheating on me with one of his kids mothers." I say " you need to vent ? Ill come over after school & visit for a few hours". I can hear her smile thru the phone followed by " i would love that ". I go back into class & day dream about Julian a little. Class is out & i wanted to see if Ivy wanted to go visit her family since i was headed that way. She said not this time so i avoided even going home i just took off straight from class. I sent J a message letting him know I'll probably see him tomorrow. He told me to be careful and call him when i got home. I got to my moms and we talked and laughed like old times. Before she got so obsessed with being in love and not being lonely. I don't blame her. I wouldn't want to be 45 and alone either. I look at the clock and it says 4:35 & i figure i might as well head home I've been here for 5 hours now. I get in the car & turn on my road trip play list & jam my way home. 10 mins into it i get a call from my doctor. My heart dropped. I answer the phone. " Hi can i speak to Mya" i reply " This is she ". " Hi this is Abby from Dr.Ubin's office. I have your blood work back but i need you to confirm your birthday for me". I instantly reply " September 4th,1995 ". she says " okay. Your hCG levels are high which means you are indeed pregnant ". My heart sunk to my feet and i turned speechless. I instantly hung up & pulled over. I was going to be sick again.
