Assassin From Hell

~15.Mourning The Loss Of The Only One I Cared for~

Scarlet

After what had happened with Donovan, I had to drive out to somewhere to give him a proper burial. He didn't deserve any of this.

Tears still clouded my vision as I tried to drive through the country road. My lip was trembling while I struggled to hold in a sob. He was a brother to me, the only one who cared yet, he's gone. This is all my fault for his death. I should've listened but now I have to pay the price for the death of my sibling.

My car came to a halt on the shoulder of the bare road. There was a field of flowers on my right so it should be a proper burial for him. Since I didn't have a shovel, I had to look in my car for something that will do. Searching through my entire trunk, I found a trowel.

I started to shovel away. The process seemed to be integrated into my head now. After I shoveled deep about for my satisfaction, I place the bin of Donovan gently in the ground.

I was sitting on my knees while looking at his grave. Crumbling to the ground, I sat there and drowned in my sorrows while I put the dirt back into the grave.

"I-I'm so s-sorry Donovan," I wailed as I attempted to shovel more dirt in. "Donovan, I'm sorry! Don't leave me, p-please. Don't leave me please!!" I screamed.

Now that all the dirt was onto his burial place, I found flowers and gently placed them onto his grave.  With tears still running down my face, I cried in a low whisper, "It's all my fault."

As I sat there and mourn for the loss of my brother, I thought about where the hell I went wrong in my life.

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After a while of crying, I had to go to my car and drive back to the estate. At this point, I felt so numb to any emotion. My eyes were focussed on the road ahead of me, not having any other thing to look at besides the black road. What I heard was the tires running against the road and what I felt was pain. So much pain yet, not enough ways to channel it.

The skies started to turn even grayer than before. Then all of the sudden, rain drops pelt my car hard and loudly. My feelings of hurt transformed into anger and hatred. The hate was building up from the start but I was to loyal to the man that started it all.

The man who made me into a monster was the man who I was loyal to from the start. He said he loved us like his own children but what father would kill his children to prove a point? He has saved me from my former parents but he has abused me, made me reap lives from people and killed my brother, the only one who understood me and the only one that actually showed that he cared for me like true family but of course the man that claims that he is saving me took him away.

My hands gripped the wheel tighter as I put the peddle to the metal. The engine revved more and accelerated faster on instant. My field of vision decreased but I didn't care since I was overpowered with rage.

As I sped down the road, I saw a pair of headlights approaching my car but before I could swerve, I ended up crashing.

The impact of my hood to the front of the other car made me lurch forward but my seat belt stopped me from going any further. My head hit the steering wheel hard as I felt the air bags cushion around my body. The metallic taste of blood filled my mouth and ran down from the side of my head. I tried to move my body but I failed since the entire front of my car was compressed from the crash. Silently moaning in pain, I blacked out.

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