My Victory

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This is the second time

I’ve been inches away from defeat,

I gave up the first time.

It changed me since then,

I don’t feel like I care anymore

At least that’s what I tell myself

And that there always is another tomorrow.

Ha! If only I didn’t procrastinate again

I’d probably not be tasting defeat yet again,

Because sitting in the chair

Staring up at the blank wall

Trying to draw inspiration from it

Is grueling.

Only if I valued time!

That’s another thought that fits past me,

But I end up making the same mistakes

And again asking myself ‘Why?’

As I face defeat again.

I stutter and hold on to dear life

For if I fail again

I may never return to be me,

Lost like the rest

Gone in seconds

Fizzled out like the wind

Disappearing.

But what is life without failure, right?

For every failure you learn something

For every failure changes you

For every failure you find victory,

I found mine too that day

In the hands of death…




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Sorry if this is a little depressing... :(

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